I was grinning from ear to ear the moment I woke up the next day. I have already decided how I would confess my liking for Isabelle in front of everyone and I am so damn happy to put my plan into action. I just hope that she likes it. I was both nervous and excited.I got up from my bed and went to look out of the window only to find her room's window closed. I sighed irritated. From the day she came back, she hardly keeps her window open. I can't even see what she's doing and it really bothers me to no extent. I shook my head in frustration and went to get ready. Hopefully, after today she won't ignore me. I smirked at the thought.
After I got ready, I came down to see mom setting up the breakfast on the table. Seeing chocolate chip pancakes,my mouth watered and I hurriedly sat down on the chair.
Taking a bite, I looked up and said, "You are the best mom in the world." only to find her smirking at me. I narrowed my eyes in suspicion and asked," Why are you staring at me like that?" She continued to smirk after few minutes she replied, " I heard that someone went to someone's house looking for someone. " in a sing song voice.
It took me a minute to realize that she was talking about my visit yesterday to Isabelle's house. My ears turned red and I coughed nervously and said, "Oh yeah? Oh- um- well that's great." She eyed me sternly and says, " Drop the act Dylan. You know you can't hide anything from me." I sighed and scratched the back of my neck while smiling sheepishly at her.
" Tell me everything. " She commanded in her motherly tone which means I can't escape from her questioning. I sighed and began explaining her everything from starting. She only knew Isabelle likes me but she didn't know how we met two years back and how she used to declare in front of everyone that she's in love with me. So today I told her everything right from two years back until now.
She shook her head giving me a disappointed look, " Dylan did I raise you like this? You shouldn't have said those horrible things to her. You don't know how a girl's mind work. You say one bad thing to her and she will remember it for lifetime. All girls are like this and Isabelle is no different. " Hearing my mom's words sent another wave of guilt within me. What have I really done? How can I be so stupid and expect Isabelle to forgive me so easily? Mom's right!
Seeing me upset, Mom said, " Honey there is no mistake that can't be forgiven so earn her forgiveness first and then decide what you want to do." I nodded my head and hugged my mom. Seriously! Mom's are best!
I quickly took my bag pack and walked out of the house. I was about to get in my car when I saw Isabelle coming out of her house. She wore a black skinny jeans with a tight red full sleeves top which showed all of her curves. I had to hold my car's edge to stop myself from going to her and kissing her pinkish lips.
I thought of offering her a ride. Maybe that will soften up her a bit. I internally smirked at the idea and walked towards her. Hearing my footsteps she turned to me and was surprised. She instantly took two steps back which made me frown. But I ignored it and asked her, " Would you like to come with me? I can give you a ride to the school. " while smiling at her.
She looked taken aback for a second and then she said, " Thanks but I already have a ride. " just as she finished saying, a car pulled up in front of her house. I watched Nathan getting out of the car and coming to us. He looked surprised to see me.
" You are Dylan, right? " he asked. No, I am his twin. " Yes " I grumbled. He brought out his hand to shake and said, " I am Nathan. Nathan Blue. " I wanted to ignore his hand and punch him so hard but Isabelle was watching us. If she wouldn't have been here, I would have already punched him by now. I brought my hand to shake and with gritted teeth replied, " Nice to meet you. " No! It's not!
" I didn't know you live beside Isabelle." He said while putting his arm around Isabelle's shoulder. I glared at his arm that was resting on her shoulder and Isabelle noticed it so she removed his arm and said,"Nathan, we should get going or we'll be late. " he nodded and after giving me a nod he went and opened the door for Isabelle first. She smiled at him and got inside. My stomach churned at the sight of her smiling at him.
After they drove off, I went back towards my car and started it. Why am I so jealous of Nathan? I mean I have never been so jealous in my entire life even when all the boys used to swoon over all the girls that had been my girlfriends. I used to take pride in that. But with Isabelle- it's different.
Sure, I admitted to myself that I like her. But do I really like her? Liking is basically attraction. But with Isabelle it's more than that. Could it be possible that I love her? No! I can't be in love with her. I have never fallen in love before. And upon that, I don't even believe in love at the first place. I don't even know what love is. So how can I know that I am in love with her?
I was so in my thoughts that I didn't even realize that I already parked in the school's parking lot until Nick knocked at my window. I got out of the car and was instantly surrounded by cheerleaders and jocks as usual. But for some reason, I wasn't happy to see all these people like I usually am. In fact, it irritated me.
I looked around and saw that Nathan's car was already parked but he was nowhere to be seen and neither was Isabelle. My heart sank! Are they together now? What are they doing? I was once again brought to reality when someone smashed their lips to mine and I instantly pushed the girl who kissed me. Lacey! " What the fuck! " I shouted at her but she only smirked and said, " Don't act like you didn't enjoy it." I glared at her and said, " I didn't." then I pushed past them and walked inside.
What did I even like in that slut? How could I ever make her my girlfriend? I was disgusted by myself to say the least.
The first four lectures went on quickly. I walked out of my class to go to the canteen only to froze in my steps at the sight in front of me.
Nathan had Isabelle pulled her against him and they were kissing!
I felt something inside me break and realized it was my heart that broke seeing her kissing someone else. Is this what heartbreak is called? But how can my heart break when I am not even in love with her?
But seeing my reaction to it, I realized
that I am in deep shit than I originally thought. I can't deny my feelings for Isabelle anymore.I am in love with Isabelle Hayes!
It fucking hurts to see her kissing someone else when it was yesterday only when we kissed. A sudden surge of anger went within me when I realized how could she kiss someone else when we both kissed yesterday only. How could she?
Remember Dylan, you were the one who kissed her, not she, so you don't have any right to be angry at her.
My shoulders slumped and I realized that my inner me was right. She didn't want to kiss me. I was the one who kissed her.
For the first time I understood how she felt like when I used to practically make out with the sluts of the school right in front of her for two years. And right now I hate myself for hurting her so much. She must have felt so hurt but then to she continued on loving me. She never gave up.
So why the hell will I give up? I will fight for what is mine. Just you wait Isabelle! I will make you fall in love with me again before the end of the term. I walked away from there determined to get my Isabelle back.

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