Xiao zhan was a spoiled brat from a very rich family. He hate a boy who is very handsome and his competitor in love as he thinks that so but when he died in a car accident and become a ghost he know that the one whom he love never come to his grave...
Guys in this part there is a suicidial thought and self harm so if you feel uncomfortable then skip it.
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Xiao zhan's pov
After all of this my day was good through, but this Bai yu tong guys tag along with us for the trit I had given yibo and yu bin.
I fell asleep as I come. Yeah i ignored my dinner because I was not in the mood and Jiang cheng has meeting so he has his dinner at his office.
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At the coffee shop
Seeing Xiao zhan's handsome but cute appearance, the boss was a little puzzled , but he just nodded in satisfaction and stopped looking at him.
" Welcome " xiao zhan didn't know that there was in indescribable charm in his voice, the clear running water like a waterfall. His words were like a shooting stars in the dark night. People can't stop but want to hear it more.
The listener was stunned, Xiao zhan lead them to table. He collected his expression and continued to work.
The owner thought that this child is a born waiter.
God knows that is just a skill he honest from doing different odd jobs in his past life.
"Bye bye yuan " Xiao zhan said as he is done from his job.
Until now he has become a good friend with yuan the younger brother of owner.
"Bye bye zhan" yuan waved back.
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As Xiao zhan entered in the campus he was greeted by some seniors bullying a junior.
As Xiao zhan looked at the junior, he can see his younger self in him, a afraid, scared and frightened little Xiao zhan.
He know this feeling, he was also used to be bullied by students when his parents died.
"Stop it if you don't want to be end up as Cheng wei.'' xiao zhan said. Yu bin helped the junior.
The siniors backed away and looked down even if they know Xiao zhan is their junior but everyone in University know what happened with Cheng wei , as Cheng wei has tried to bully xiao zhan, he was rusticated and his whole family went Bankrupt. They doesn't want to end up like him.
In reality xiao zhan also know this feeling so he never intende to bully anyone but in his past life he was so in love with chen Li that if she said that this person is trying to bully her or harm her, Xiao zhan will make that person's life a living hell. Everyone in the university know this and that's why he became a bully in the university.
Xiao zhan was angry and disgusted by his own self as he remembered the way he bullied many people. Just because of this chen Li.
He run. He was running in anger until he come into restroom.
He looked at the mirror and punched his own reflection on the mirror.
The mirror shattered into peaces.
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' i shouldn't have existed, if i didn't exist my brother will not die, yu bin will not go to jail and have a happy family, i-i- just shouldn't have existed.' Xiao zhan thought in his mind as he picked a big peace of glass.
He cut himself again and again and again until his hand was covered in the blood. The blood was flowing into the basin.
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The door cracked open.
' shit i forgot to lock the door.' Xiao zhan thought in his mind, his vision was getting blurred he doesn't know who was that person.
And he fainted.
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Sorry guys I have an accident and had two fractures, a deep injury on my forehead and some bruises.
By the way this part is typed by my best friend Nishant.
