Pocky // IVANTILL (on haitus.)

11.

  A few weeks later Till kept with his attitude and Ivan was so done he had enough of Till. Yes he was able to hold back for a while and  was able to tolerate Till for long periods of time but this time he had gone long enough he decided to confront Till about it. It was about time they had a proper conversation Ivan had let it pass for far too long now.

Ivan decided to sneak his phone while in class and text Till.

"Hey Till, I know you may not answer this but I'm well aware that you'll read it. I'm going to you after school we need to have a proper talk." Ivan sighed as he thought about the end of the day but decided whatever that were to happen would happen.

He decided not to dwell on it and just move with his day as usual.
Once Ivan finally made it to the end of the day he packed his stuff before quickly heading towards Till's classroom.

'He's not about to sneak off on my watch.' Ivan thought to himself as he ran past many people in the hall.

Ivan finally made it to Tills classroom and opened the door quickly but to his surprise Till was actually dead asleep in his seat while the rest of his classmates had already left and gone home.
Ivan made his way towards Tills and lightly poked his cheek multiple times to wake him.
Till slowly but surely opened his eyes only to be met with Ivan's face. He mine quickly rushed back to when he had read Ivan's text oh how stupid could he have been to forget that it was just sent today and to so much as let himself fall asleep in the last class.

Ivan spoke up. "I'm sure you read the message Till I know you had to by now you should already know why I'm here."

Ugh of course Till knew why he was here he was well aware when he read Ivan's message sent earlier that day although this time he wasn't sure what it was about.

Usually Till knew his ways out of this because he knew or had a prediction of what Ivan would want to talk about but this time he had no idea and couldn't find a way out of it now.

Ivan took Tills hand and led the way as he quietly walked to a spot where he and Till would go to hang out a lot. Ah yes the rooftop they haven't been here in about 1-3 months. Ivan smiled remembering when they would hang out up here without any issues but quickly pushed his thoughts away and prepared himself to speak up.

"Listen Till we need to have a proper or serious talk here. I'm not upset well maybe a bit but rather than upset I'm more confused. We haven't talked for at least 2 months. If not then more, I'm not accusing you of avoiding me either but we don't talk or hang out much anymore it would be different if we texted but no texts either, neither texts or calls from you. I'm not saying you're supposed to be doing all of that but compared to how we used to be you've started acting differently with me and I would at least like to know why. I would really appreciate it if you could just talk to me."

Till was left in silence he wasn't sure how to respond but rather than running off like he usually does he found it in him to say something but maybe it was because of the anger he had rising in him as Ivan explained everything.
"Are you stupid?? like how could you think that after doing something like that it would be normal and on top of that acting like nothing happened??" Till yelled in frustration.

"Till what?? Are you even hearing yourself this is the problem. I want to talk things out and work it out with you but you just want me to assume I know what you're thinking when I don't. I want you to be forward with me and tell me what it is not just hint it at me please." Ivan replied calmly
Till just froze again, part of him was still mad but also mad at himself because he knew Ivan was correct.

He didn't even know how Ivan was able to deal with him often, he knew he was a handful.
"UGHHH FOR FUCKS SAKE I CANT BELIEVE I HAVE TO WORD THIS OUT TO YOU." Till exclaimed clearly, still frustrated.

"That day I'm not sure what happened entirely if I'm honest half of it is still a blur but it hit me randomly one day and I remember a specific part. The day I was sick and you came over to help me. Not sure what had happened before you showed up, everything is just kind of fuzzy but what I'm referring to specifically is.. well our kiss."

Till built up all his courage to say that and once he was finally out with him he was embarrassed and frustrated so once again he took off.
But this time leaving Ivan with an answer.
Ivan thought to himself he knew he shouldn't have kissed till that day. What a mess this caused for him. Now it was just figuring out if that's what bothered till or was it the fact that maybe till didn't want that?

What Ivan didn't think about is that maybe Till was so upset about it because Till himself is not sure how to feel about it and hates how every time he thinks back on it his heart goes all weird he doesn't understand any of it.

AN: EHHH SORRY FOR TAKING SO LONG TO UPDATE AGAIN WAAAHHHH IVE BEEN A BIT BUSY THAT AND I HAD WRITERS BLOCK FOR A BIT LOL BUT IM BACK AND PLAN TO TRY AND UPDATE AGAIN SOON AFTER THIS ONE FOR DELAYING!! also I've found a way to go back and have my work corrected for my English being bad ITS NICE SO HOPEFULLY THERES A DIFFERENCE IN MY SPELLING MISTAKES!!! BUT THANK YOU ALL SO MUCH FOR SUPPORTING LOVE EVERYONE MWAHHH<3 (stay tuned!!')