HiroXTadashi

Feelings

Tadashi's P.O.V

"..so you see, that's why! I have to leave, I'm so sorry for the late notice, but it's urgent!" Said Aunt Cass with a hurried voiced.

"Aunt Cass, it's fine, really, I understand!" I said assuringly to her.

"Please take care of Hiro, okay?" She said. My heart had skipped a beat with she said his name. I just shrugged it off.

"Yeah... Will do." I said quietly. "Ill be back by tomorrow morning, if you like to, you can open the shop. Anyways, you two be safe! I love you both! Again sorry for the late notice." said Aunt Cass quickly.

"I love you too Aunt Cass, yes, yes, bye now." I said hanging the phone. My smile faded away. Rushing feelings, I started at the wall

"auuughh.. Why did she say his name..." I mumbled to myself. I threw my hand on the counter a sighed loudly.

For sometime.. I had suddenly developed feelings for Hiro. At first, I ignored it, I didn't believe it. Soon, me and Hiro had bonded much closer.. And soon, I knew these feelings were too much to ignore. I felt.. Safe with him. A nice feeling had always encountered me whenever I was with Hiro.

If Hiro did accept my feelings, it would be so ever wonderful. My heart aches for love sometimes. I imagined myself with Hiro, sitting together, hand to hand, smiling. It would be ever so wonderful... But...

My feelings soon were increasingly difficult to control. At the beginning, it was a small crush. Soon, I had sexual desires, raging hormones had controlled me, but I had to act proper and control myself around Hiro. It was difficult to do so.

I couldn't ever do that to Hiro. Not with out permission. I would hate myself if something like that has happened.

Frustrated, I grabbed a water bottle and quickly headed upstairs to my room. As I went by, I saw Hiro's room door cracked open... I stared at the open door for a few seconds.. Then.. I suddenly got an idea.. A dirty one..

Aughhh, but is this a good idea?? Should I? I'm not harming anyone, none likely Hiro.. Is this a good idea? Would this calm down my emotions for awhile? But what if I lose control of myself and do something to... Hiro... NO!! I really don't want to think about that... Nor let that happen at all. So I think.. Ill do it. Just once. I don't want Hiro to see me. Just once.

I changed my route, I decided to take a risky chance, to enter Hiro's room.