HiroXTadashi

Decisions, decisions

Suddenly, I had wanted to touch Tadashi's muscular, hot, body. Would he wake up? Should I do this? .. ( ≧∇≦!) My heart is beating so fast... Why..? When you I are alone, I just want to... !!!

I scared though. Was this wrong? I mean I think he likes me, so it's fine..? I don't want to be called a rapist... Should I take my chance with Tadashi?

I quickly lied down with Tadashi. I stayed still for a few minutes to hear Tadashi peacefully sleeping. I could hear his sweet breath as he was unconscious. Could I control myself over him ? Ooohhh... It's difficult.

After a few more silent million minutes, I couldnt take it anymore. I just wanted to... But I'm not so sure this was a good idea.

...I should kiss him...just once... Maybe...? I'm scared... My tiny heart is beating so fast... I'm getting this warm f-fuzzy feeling inside my chest...m-my mind is blank... What I do!!?? Should I? Should I? I will!

With the courage of a small rabbit, I learned over quickly and took a sudden kiss from Sleeping Beauty Tadashi. I'm glad that he didn't wake up like in the fairy tale.

Suddenl, I turned bright red. Then I realized what I did...I just... K-k-kissed h-h-him... IN THE MOUTH....!!!! I kissed him!!! (灬♥ω♥灬) My mind went absolutely blank.

Walking backwards off the bed, I was shocked at my choice. *THUNK!!* I fell of and hit my butt. Quickly picking myself up, I scrambled for the door, going back down stairs with my heart throbbing violently in my chest.

Once I was on the last step I had realized my feelings for Tadashi. Would he feel the same for me? Does he like me? Does he have someone else who's dear to his heart? I don't
want to witness my first heartbreak...

I sat down on the last step of the stairs and glumly decided that me and Tadashi were simply not going to work out. He must have some lucky person who's taken his heart, and that lucky person was not me. With all my heart, I can tell that this was not going to happen. All just a fairy tale.

With my heavy heart, I decided to clean and leave Tadashi sleeping in my room. I would like to go back and kiss him but... I just can't. It's just not gonna work between us. He must have someone else. I want him to be happy, even if its hurts me. That's my decision, even if it hurts.