Your Too Sweet [Konigx Reader] ||UnknownRabbit||

23

You can't trust men these days. They are all assholes.

Assholes with inflated ego, assholes with a mentality thinking that waltzing back and saying 'i'm sorry' would fix everything, and once you did forgive them, they came and ghosted you all over. Disappointments, that's what male population is. No matter how old they are, or what walks of life they walked.

I said to myself as I sulk while listening to an online discussion through my headphones. Tapping my pen to the paper for class notes, instead of fully immersing myself in the professor's discussion my head is somewhere else. To someone else.

My jaw clenched at the thought of his name. He gave me a stupid bear with a glittery yellow ribbon with a heart charm hanging at the edge, its smile is oddly comforting, and its blue eyes similarly looked like his eyes. Unfortunately.

"So, if we adjust our variable to the side." The professor discussed, words came in and out with the other. "We can identify our missing variable...by..." My eyes look at the screen with focus when in reality nothing is processing despite trying.

Stupid Konig, Asshole ghosting me out of the blue, after I fucking gave him a kiss as a token of reconciliation.

I mean what the fuck! Why did I even do that, I should just have taken the bear and be done with it.

Professor kept discussing from one slide to another, one website example to another and all I see is how his shared screen changes.

My hand snakes to the phone scrolling to the screen to check on Konig, but like the usual, the man barely does social updates or posts other than the tattoo picture. However, his profile is missing, meaning he deactivated.

What is he doing that warrants him to do this, sure, he is old school and not really social platform savvy but...– You're thinking too much about this Y/n, the man probably is busy, he's a military man for pete's sake. He could be busy with his own life. I say that to myself, as logical as it came but something in me feels irritated that he did, that I have no leads of knowing his activities, his events in his life, his single or random thoughts.

"L/N?"

The middle-aged man called my last name, and I snapped back to reality. "Yes?" shoot, my finger deftly flies to the shortcut keys and enable the mic button, "yes?" I answered, "are you still there?" he asked and despite my camera not turning on I nodded my head, "yes sir," My eyes glued to the screen of the professor slightly lack expression as he listened, replying a second later, "yes, i thought so. Can you handle presenting the next topic of this class just to see if you really did your studies and are listening." my lips at a gape. I really wasn't listening. "Ah, yeah...sure, when?" I didn't feel it at first but my fingers were crossing, "Next meeting. We have not much time." I also didn't notice I was holding my breath. Thank God Hallelujah.

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"What's taking him so long?" I mumble. Dane looked in my direction as she dug in her vanilla ice cream, "Simon or Konig?" She flashes me a teasing gaze with her lips curled to a smirk, "Konig." She nodded, "ah" she simply replied, "figured." She proceeds to enjoy the cold treat while I still dig around the root of the ice cream. Konig isn't there in his apartment, I know because I came up there myself, ringing the bell. It's embarrassing and I look like I'm desperate, my alibi is that Dane wants to hang out and we thought tagging him along with us will be great. I told Dane about this little plan, and she didn't see it as a big deal to use her as an excuse besides, she really needed a vacation.

"Tell you what," My eyes looked at her with a disappointed gaze. "Simon and I crossed paths the other day, while he was working, apparently the military near the border are quite busy keeping the city safe since there was a recent military problem." Is that why he's busy? Work? But it has been a week. "And he asked how you were doing and if you're free next time." My brow frowns slightly as she continues to talk. I almost forgot about Simon after I vow not to put him in my life, cut that physical relation or whatever we have. It didn't bother us, but I figured what Konig said before is true, and I found out to myself I can't just mess around older guys like that. The morning after my first night scared me and I should take a moral lesson out of it. "He will be out later at the bar near your apartment." She said as she took a spoonful of the ice cream, "How'd you know that?"