Hysteria - muse fan fic.

Part 1: Getting to grips.

Hey guys. I was amazed people actually messaged me asking for a fan fic from Chris' point of view. I decided not to make it romantic but a bit more dramatic and for all those musers , I hope I can get across the panic and despair I hope I can. This is set during the psycho tour.
~*~ Chris' p.o.v ~*~

Okay, for starters, I'm shy ... I don't have issues of any sort and never have. I'm just not good talking to people so you can imagine I was shitting bricks when I found out Matt wanted to perform liquid state live again. It'd been bad enough the first few times after the 2nd law was released, I thought I'd got away with it. Guess not...
Matt knew how I got when I had to sing and helped me remain calm all morning and not back out, Dom was being Dom... Nothing new there and Tom couldn't make it. I'd be damned without Matt there, he's a great guy, really. Anyways, so we took to the stage and things went from bad to worse... I was shit, meaning we were shit. Hysteria: my timing was off, I could hear Dom struggling to keep timing when my tempo was all over the place.
Uprising: I changed notes too late then too early then too late again.
The list goes on, it was awful and finally we had to perform liquid state. As if the heavens had taken Pity on my poor soul, liquid state went smoothly until the second chorus that is... Dom was getting matts attention, I hadn't realised it but I'd stopped playing and singing, the crowd grew louder, drowning us out , the lights pulsating in intensity, the heat suddenly increasing , hands and knees shaking, eyes blurring...