Today I made myself overdose on caffeine.
Don't do it. I felt like I had been shot in the head and stomach.
I curled up feeling like I'm going to faint or puke or both.
I didn't think it was going to be this bad and I just wanted one thing:
I want people to know why I did this to myself.
I meant to do it.
I felt like I deserved it for one horrible reason.
