I take a deep breath.
I try to clear my head.
Is is clear?
No.
All I see is you.
You are there.
And no matter how hard I try to get rid of you,
You are there.
Persistant.
Ever present.
Is it all really worth it?
Were you really worth my time?
All the years wasted.
Yes.
That's what they were.
Wasted.
Just as I am wasted now.
Wasted.
Because of you.
Do you care?
You say you don't know.
You haven't thought about it.
I still try to clear my thoughts
And still your presence is present.
A rose by any other name would smell as sweet.
A thorn by any other name would be you.
You continue to coexist in my world.
I do not want you here.
Leave.
Because of you my life has been wasted.
I am wasted.
Do you care?
You don't care enough to try.
You would have tried for her.
Only her.
Never me.
But I wasted my life.
And now you won't leave.
when I try to better myself.
I'm too wasted to move on.
