Once a Rogue (UNDER CONSTRUCTION, DO NOT READ)

Chapter 6

I layed motionlessly in the queen bed i was laying in. For some reason tears were unfallen and blurring my eyes. I didn't know why but i felt like crying. Crying for everything i ha ever done wrong, crying for everybody i had ever hurt.

Carter organised for me to stay in one of the geust rooms and somewhere where there was know trees to excape from. There was some guy gaurding my door so i wouldn't get out that way and he locked my ensuit window with a key that he took with him. He really was going all out so i wouldn't excape.

I had most likely been lying in this bed for around two hours, hoping that sleep would soon take over. But i couldn't stop thinking about Carter. I didn't really want a mate, before i left and now i don't even know if i should reject him or not. I don't even know the guy. Why couldn't the goddess pair me up with a rogue, someone like me instead of someone the complete opposite.

Anyway, everybody i love either turns there backs on me or leaves anyway. So there is know point really. Is there. Can a mate even do that? Of course, Someone as strong as an alpha, can do anything.

Plus it's just like what my dad said about my mother. "once a rogue, always a rogue and theres know way of stopping it." 

He told me that when i came home from school one day and my mother and brother were gone. They had left me behind. All i found was a note and a small braclet with four wolves on there. I still where that, i never take it off.

I remember when Jace and i use to play with the mud and make cake out of it. We use to serve it up on real plates and give it to our parents. We went out of the room and when we came back, the mud meal was gone.

And when My mother took me and my brother to the park, She started to explain something to me, which i couldn't understand very well at ten. But my brother who was thirteen understood, because two days latter they were gone. 

All these memories of my mother and brother made the tears all pour out of my eyes. The last time I cryed, was when i was eleven and i wished for my them to come back and they never did. I stopped beiliving in everything that day. 

I heard talking in the hallway and then someone walk in to the bedroom and close the door. I didn't drare look up from my pillow that was soaked with tears. I didn't want whoever it was to se me like this. 

I felt the bed sink down the slightest and someone pull me up into a hug. The fireworks that played inside me and the sparks thatwere running through my body, all notified me that it was Carter  holding me as my tears sank through his top and his hand ran up and down my back in a comforting way. "Shhh, its alright. I'm here now" he kept repeating over and over again. He never asked why i was crying just repeated those words until my crying finally slowed

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A/N

Short i know

What do you think of Carter now?

I think he is sweet :3

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