Puck, I Love You |Rockwell series #4

Chapter Twenty-Nine

I am a woman, I am fearless, I am sexy, I am divine, i'm unbeatable and I'm creative...
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Avenna's pov

For every single teardrop there was a dance party where: Charlie, Jessasnym, Natalia , Rochelle and i were went back to charlie apartment to have a girls night to dance away the pain, heartbreaks and sadness because happiness was the key so intended to be happy no matter how long it would takes me to get there even though i was pretty sure that Kylie was probably posting some terrible stuff about me being a man snatcher or a homewrecker for ruining her non-real relationship with him.

Right now, i've tried to avoid all of my social media accounts, twitter, instagram and snapchat because in the end i falling hopelessly in love alongside my best friend Wyatt doesn't make me a monster in others narratives especially when we both couldn't control who we had fallen for.

And then nothing hurts anymore ... because I felt kinda free. You know, how commercialized Valentine's Day was on the calendar to celebrate women's achievement but yet no one has ever taken time out of their lives to add a calendar even if it was already on there. However, it really shouldn't be celebrated for only one day.

Therefore, we should celebrate the incredible works of women's achievements for every single woman of all colors, majority, sizes and different backgrounds should always be celebrated due to the fact that being wasn't easy where we were in a world that was full of other people or society would judge. This means that if we even did one facial expression, say a word, breathe or simply just existed the other half of the global population or gender would complain about it. Our basic generation would put women against one another which was uncalled for as well as toxic too.

"Remember whenever life gets hard .. never stop dancing because remember that you're the sun and whoever the lucky  guy please promise me that you won't let him steal your shine."I reminded Charlie.

Self-love was all that we needed to realize how much our worth was before someone came into our lives to ruin things and they just walked aways after that they didn't even bother to pick up those pieces  which they had no right to break us and then watched us fall.
Thus cheer to the heartbreaks, that  may break us but they did inspire us to turn it into a masterpiece, cheer to the pretenders who were fakes friends that had taught us a very important lesson along those lines, cheer to those believers who once believe that they could make their own legacies and cheer to us for making this far to outlived all of our haters or those neigh sayers.

Moreover, i brought out my favorite mocktails that was called Enchanted Red. It was named after one of the nicknames that he had given me that had inspired me to make a drink like this because one day I was bored in my dorm room on campus as I was lying down on my bed. I had decided that it was time to take a toxication course crash test lessons  from a friend who knows Danny the bartender to learn something new until it wasn't long when I came up with this brilliant drink with alcohol or not.

Regardlessly, that was not the point since every single one of us girls who were standing in this living room that was eating a slices of our homemade tagliatelle Pancetta,Tomato, Basil and Mozzarella pasta that my grandma had taught me to make when i was eleven year old girl.

Subsequently, waiting for it to be finished cooking once we had done our dancing fifteen minutes to let loose a little or otherwise we would be all burnt out from overworking ourselves nonetheless, we were built to conquer anything that comes in our ways. I felt like i was wide awake more than ever even if we were all young outliving our wildest dream whilst we thrived on greatest for so long but i just want to it, the music, the flows positive and carefree vibes in the air since it was nights like these where i don't want the dancing to ever ends.

Charlie passed on a smile and replied back to me. "Just as long as you promise me that you will keep on dancing." She was holding a platter of healthy snacks in one hand whilst in her other hand she dimmed the light in her living room with a remote as her golden LED lights flashed on and then her TV slid up off this brick design rectangular furniture.

To be honest, I wasn't going to lie but I felt like moving into Charlie's apartment especially when I never really got along with my roommate so I had thought about crashing at Charlie's place even though I was waiting for next year for Wyatt and I to share an apartment together.

Despite the noise complaints that were caused by my music speakers playing a playlist of songs out loud while I had been practicing my dances hence the reason why I had to buy my own dance studio to get any more noise complaints from them. They didn't even know that music and dances were my primary favorite therapeutic things to do during my time of chaos and frantic work lifestyle. There was no rest for me because practice makes perfect every single minute of my day.

"Don't stop skating, Jessa." I breathed before I continued to focus my attention on all of my friends and then I said " never stop singing, Elle. Never give up on your dreams girls, because there's nothing that you cannot achieve without hard work and dedication."

Not only did I recover from spiraling out of control but I did manage to be wide awake as I started realizing that I was falling for clouds nine and then I was letting go of all of my problems. Now that was in my main character era which mean that i was feeling so much confident in myself with all my insecurities flying out of the kitchen window even though it was raining outside the sunset was setting in the gray blue evening skies as it was mixed with purple, red, orange and brown color in the cloudy skies pretty and colorful.

All of us were in the kitchen and whilst i cooking our favorite hipsta song called Raise your glass from P!NK had started playing through the whole house because Charlie had it playing it on her phone which was bluetooth connected to her speakers. I was garnishing the pasta as well as singing into a wooden spoon, Jessanym had gotten out all of charlie wine glasses and  then handed each of us one, next Rochelle had joined in singing along with us during her setting the table that led all of us to danced around in the kitchen or messing around before we cheered to our undying friendships.

"We have been discussing it for a while now and we have decided to get you a little gift."explained Jessamyn.

Afterward, we had tucked into our dinner since dancing does seem to work up quite an appetite for food that means that we were very hungry. I thought that my friends were hiding something from me but it wasn't until i saw a gift bag behind Natalia back and then eventually, she revealed it to me with the happiest smile that I had ever seen which tricked me into believing that her boyfriend Holden had brought a present for her. Then,  All of a sudden I was a little bit too confused as to why she showed me the little pieces of card on the side that read "To, my Red, you look as beautiful as the day I met you."

I knew it had to be from Wyatt because it was the only person who called me Red.

They handed me a huge gift bag that contains a personal music plaque of our favorite song, a dance friendship bracelet and an inspiring quote on a maroon healing weighted blanket which was the last gift that they had chosen for me.
So whenever i had a day off university or the weekend where i wasn't busy in my dance studio then i would simply stay in the comfort of my own dorm room was self-care day to heal from the overload of courseworks, studying for tests, rehearsals for shows in the auditorium and working myself too hard in my dance studio was where i usually stay in bed drinking hot cocoa, watching movies, reading books or writing my next step for the rest of the week.

"These gifts are expensive."I voiced my thoughts to them.

He began to retell a story  "Hey Red, it is a special day today because it was the best day of my life when we decided to have a fake on this particular date as little kids. You were wearing your white summer dress and I was wearing the suit that I was wearing to my aunt's wedding when we decided to get married at the age of five." he chuckled as he replayed what happened that day in his mind before he grinned "I knew by somehow or somewhat that in godspeed we will always end up together, Red."

Our prediction did come true even if it didn't happen in the way that we wished for it to happen but nonetheless, I was so glad that we had finally ended up together.  Also i knew that our next prediction for the future time capsule box might need newer predictions from us each year to see how far we had become in our life  and yet i did slightly hope that all of our children would carry on our small traditions to do this every single so that it can be passed down through the truth generations to do.