Why us? A story about hated people

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This chapter goes to all the victims (and of course their families) of the attack in Suruç and to nuuur__ because she gave me some good tips (again; thanks girlll♡! At end of chapter more about her)

Maybe it will take longer for me to update because I want longer chapters but still powerful you understand?? Anywayss, hope you enjoy this!!

This was the day. Well, I should call it the night. I made up a whole plan. While everybody sleeps, I will put my old doll (it was still in the basement, a doll which is very tall with which I used to play a lot when I was younger) underneath my blanket. This way it looks like I'm sleeping. My mother always stands up at around 3 o'clock, to go to the toilet, and check the rooms if the blankets are all straight (is this a Kurdish mom thing, or do other mothers also do this?). This meant that I needed to leave before the roomcheck, otherwise the bus would leave.

It was 1 o'clock. I didn't sleep at all. I wanted to sleep early, but I couldn't. I slowly got up. I put my clothes on before sleeping. I put the doll under my blankets and made sure everything was okay. I grabbed my bag and had one extra look at my room, just to be sure I didn't forget a thing. I tiptoed through the hallways, downstairs to the front door. All the pictures I had seen were stuck in my mind. That time everything wasn't that bad. No attacks in our village. No anxiety...

While I was thinking about the past, I forgot the letter. I was going to leave a letter with my plan. I had already written it. I put it fast on our table in our living room. I always loved that table, because I used to sit under it and pretend I was a survivor in the woods. My whole story then ended with me being the secret princess of atlantis. An end came to my fantasies when my mother called me for dinner. Ahh, the peaceful time...

It felt like I woke up because of my mother screaming that I was late fir school, because I suddenly 'woke up' from my fantasy and looked at my watch. I only had 15 minutes! I opened the door fast and walked fast. That was hard because my bag was heavy. I saw the bus and got in. I was on time! There were 3 other people of around my age sitting in the bus beside the driver. There were 2 boys, which got up and gave me a hand.

"Hi, I'm Semyan but you can call me semmy if you want, and you're probably Lorin aren't you?"

I nodded. "Yep that's me. Nice to meet you!" I responded. He looked very kind. I think we could get along with each other.

The other boy was more serious.

"Hey, I'm Rezan, nice to meet you lorin."

"Uhmm hi Rezan nice to meet you too.."

That was an awkward situation. Suddenly he and Loran startes laughing. Again Rezan gave me a hand and said:

"Nahh I'm joking I'm not that awkward hahahaha. Let's start again. Hi I'm Rezan as you already know. I'm glad you came because that girl over there made me go crazy man she can talk wow"

Well my mind changed, he's isn't awkward and serious but funny! He made it to my 'nice people' list which meant that we could also get along with each other.

Now the girl. She looked very enthousiastic but also scared at the same time. She looked a bit like me actually! She gave me a hand.

"Hey there, I'm Sarya and I'm soooo glad that there is a girl like omg!!!"

"Heyy nice to meet ya! You know my name so I don't want to waste time on that but I already hoped that there would be girls of my age!"

She looked like she would be my best friend for this time!

I sat down next to her and we started talking. We were already one hour on our way and we were already laughing our asses of!! We really became friends. She was just like me! Too much talking and laughing(when we are having a good mood. First I laughed and talkes much, but that changed over time. It felt like she gave that feeling back!) and same situation. Our hobbies also looked alike! We both liked reading and dancing. There were a few more similarities between us (just something not about the story: omg this sentence made me think of 1D. THESE SPACES BETWEEN USSS ok now I'm having a directioner attack okay like omg but lets go on with the story I was off topic lol)

I was soo happy to have her. We talked and talked and time flew by. We had so much fun with the boys and also the driver! Sometimes we stopped to eat together and go to the toilet, we ate ice cream and played some games. It was clear that the journey would be the most fun thing of everything. Well, actually the only fun thing...

Well, this chapter wasn't very long but longer than the rest of this story so far. What do you think of it? And who do you ship? Lorin+Rezan (think of a shipname and comment) or Lorin+Loran(shipname plz)? I'm very curious at what you want and maybe I'll do that. If you guys have other ideas, please private message me so that the other readers wont expect anything if I choose to do your idea.

Other ideas/comments still welcome

Now about nuuur__. She started with a new story so have a look maybe it's your kind of style! She writes very good in my opinion sooo it's worth reading!! She doesn't have much reads at this moment but that can change if some of you help her??? The story is so far good sooo yeah, that (lol)

Ps. sorry of there are spellingmistakes lol

Xx sarya47♡♡