New Horizons

part 24

It's 1 am and taehyung is sitting on the middle of the bed with dead silent. Jungkook has left this room just after the fight. One maid took all the belongings of him too. So now the room is just like it used to be before jungkook moves in.

Taehyung feels so lonely and hurt. He was so used to with living with jungkook that his heart got broken into pieces when the man actually moved out. Of course it's easy to have feeling for the person you are living in a room for a few months and having sexual intercourse with him on daily basis.

Taehyung wipes his tears that are flowing from his eyes continuously. There's no denying that he caught feelings for his husband. It's normal though. He thought he was going to be happy with jungkook- but something came in in the middle of them and broke them apart.

He was taking care of jungkook, cooking for him, giving him company not because of his responsibilities. But also because he has caught feeling for him. He really thought he was making a place for himself in jungkook's life- but he didn't know that he has no importance or priorities in the man's life and his children get every.

Taehyung knows his children have more rights on him. But he too has right on his husband. But now he seems like he doesn't have any rights on him. His children took his rights away. And that coward man didn't even speak to defend his wife or himself. Then what kind of man you are?

Taehyung feels anger bubbling up inside him. As much he is hurt, he is angry too. The man literally didn't anything! What the hell is this? He badly wants to leave this man and the house with all his belongings. But then his mother's thought is coming in his mind. He will really feel hurt if she gets to know the whole situation. From the start she is asking taehyung to do anything to make place in jungkook's life to have a secured future. His mother literally searched for years to get a suitable person for taehyung and she ended up choosing jungkook thinking the person is decent. Now if he goes back she will get hurt and worried about everything. Every mother wants a good future for their child.

Taehyung sighs tiredly and wipes his tears again. He again looks around the room and feels it's emptiness.

Jungkook is sitting on the balcony smocking silently. It's his 13th cigar in this 2 hours but he can't stop himself from doing so. He feels so lonely, so hurt, so guilty and so depressed.

Lonely because he is habituated with staying with his wife. He is habituated with taehyung being around him always- specially at night where they sleep together hugging each other after sex as much as they want. He is missing everything terribly. He is missing everything terribly. Now he is sure he can't stay in this room. He knows he won't be able to sleep here anymore. That room became his room totally and he feels the extreme need to go there, talk with taehyung, melt his anger with tons of sorries and sleep hugging him.

Hurt because he hurt taehyung. he didn't defend his wife, left him because his children wanted. He knows taehyung is hurt. They were having a really sweet relationship together that he was so happy these. He was practically so happy since he moved in in taehyung's room. He got a companion to spend time with, to talk with. And while staying with the person 24/7 for a few months jungkook got weak for him, he caught a liking toward his wife which is hurting him to the core. He got re-married after 6 years of denying and rejecting lots of girls. And he will never regret his or his parents' decision to marry taehyung. Taehyung is very sweet, responsible and umproblametic person that it's so easy to like him or get any positive feeling for him. And sexual closeness of them literally made jungkook whip for his wife.

Also he is feeling really guilty for not being able to stand up for his wife. His daughter really called his wife disgusting names and he didn't even say anything. He knows whatever taehyung told him in the evening was all right. He knows how his children behave with him since the beginning but he never scolded them properly. So now guilt is taking over him for being coward. He loves his children way too much that he can't raise his voice on them. now he is getting the consequences well.