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i would've said something. i would've said a lot of things. it's just that i didn't know how to say it. all the anger, and confusion. all the pain, and sorrow. i just didn't know how to put it to words. i'm sorry i couldn't say anything. it's just, i didn't know how. i didn't know how, and i'm sorry for that. for making you feel like you were unwanted, that you were not necessary in my life. i'm sorry i was to blind to that.

but, can you really blame me? what did you expect me to do? did you expect me to just blow up, and throw things? did you expect me to fall to my knees and cry? i was numb, without any words. what did you expect me to say? what did you expect? what. what. what.

// m.m.

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