FORGET (H.S.)

Chapter Seven - Protect Her

*Flash forward*

The living room was cleaned, I did the dishes and made his dinner, I even putted his fucking beer on the table. Nothing could go wrong. I heard the bands of his car driving through our street and pulling on our driveway and a felt a knot in my stomach. I can do this, what am I? A pussy, scared of my own husband, I'm not really scared, it's just that he was mad this morning and I don't really know why. I walked to the door to open it but I already heard the keys put in so I rushed to the couched and watched at the tv, that was not on but I was to nervous to notice that little detail. I was just too nervous. God dam it, Ellie, stop being a such a sissy.

"Is it interesting?" He asked me when he walked in the living room and I gave him a weird look.

"The tv is not on, darling." He explained himself. "Is there something wrong?"

"No, no, no, no" I said quickly while waving my hands, stupid move, it only made him more suspicious, not that I did something wrong but maybe he is thinking I did something wrong. God I should stop rambling to myself. "Everything is alright. I was just thinking and sitting." Why the heck do I always say such stupid thing, I am obviously sitting. I should just shut my stupid mouth. "Yeah sitting and thinking." I yelled. Just shut the fuck up, Ellie.

"Okay then" He said while taking a seat next to me. "What were you thinking about?"

Great. Just G.R.E.A.T

"Nothing in special. How was work." I asked, changing the subject.

Just when he wanted to answer that question my phone went off and that is where everything went wrong. He took a look at my phone and I just saw his face change from happy to very, very, very angry. I knew exactly who it was and he had better not seen that.

"WHY THE FUCK IS THIS DOUCHEBAG TEXTING YOU AGAIN? DID YOU START IT? AREN'T YOU HAPPY WITH ME?"

"Of course I am happy with you" I said putting my hand on his chest but he smacked them off of him and standing in front of me towering above me. "Why wouldn't I be happy with you? I love you so much, darling." My eyes started to fill with tears. I'm not going to cry. I'm not going to show him I am weak.

"WELL, WHY ARE YOU TEXTING HIM THEN?" He kept yelling while throwing his hands in the air.

"I AM ALOUD TO HAVE FRIENDS." I yelled back at him in a brave but more stupid moment because I fully deserved his flat hand against my left cheek and I already felt it burning when he yelled back.

"SO NOW YOU ARE GOING TO YELL AT ME? WHO DO YOU THINK YOU ARE? THE QUEEN?"

"I'm sorry" I said and I felt a tear rolling on my burning cheek. There it goes for not showing him I'm weak. You go, Ellie. I looked at my hand in my lap while continuing. "It's just that I can't do anything. I feel like an animal in a cage and I want to go out. I want to leave this house."

He took a seat next to me and putted an arm around me. "I understand darling, but I'm only protecting you for what is outside. I want to protect you like you couldn't protect Aubrey. I don't want something like that to happen to you."

He was right, I couldn't protect Aubrey, it's my fault to what happened to her. I could have protected her. It's all my fault and Aubrey hated me so much about it. I sighed and putted my head on his chest and I felt his hand in my hair.

"It is my fault." I murmured more to myself while I was playing with the hem of his shirt.

"It is." He answered "Now please stop texting him okay?" He demanded more than he asked and I just nodded while he gave me a kiss on my head.

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Okay guys, I know I didn't update for a long time and I don't really have an excuse for it. I just was too lazy to write it. I'm sorry, I won't do it again. I know I have no picture and I hate myself because of it but I'm working on it. I just didn't want to let you guys wait any longer.

Also I have 200 readers, that is just awesome, I hope you all still like it, let me know if you do.

There is an other thing I want to tell you, I know I said that Ellie is Leighton Meester but I'm always picturing her as Emma stone so it is really your choice but I wanted to let you know ;)

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- Lily