FORGET (H.S.)

Chapter Eight - Stupid Blond Guy

"Nothing happened Aubrey" I whispered when I closed her door to her bedroom, still very unsure of my decision to lie to her.

"What?" She almost yelled to me.

"Nothing happened" I said now louder while looking at my hands.

"Then why am I feeling like this?"

"Well, this is very stupid story, but you know yourself, it is typical you." I looked at her with a little smile and she gave me a weak smile back. "You know the fence next to the pub" she nodded. "You tried to walk on the fence and you fell with your feet both side of it.Nothing to worry about, the pain will fade. Nothing happened so your still a virgin." I now forced a smile on my face while looking at her. I felt terrible for lying to her but like Harry said, I have to do what's best and for the moment that is lying.

"You sure?"

"Yes, very sure. Harry asked Zayn and he told me the story, I laughed for a whole five minutes because I totally see you doing that." I forced a realistic laugh. She believed it because I saw her face brighten up but there was still doubt

"Do you trust Harry? Isn't he lying?"

"No, I trust him and you can trust him too."

You should better not trust me.

"I'm glad nothing happened" she said looking very relieved. "I was so worried something happened. I would probably never forgive you that you left me alone. Please don't do that anymore, never."

A shot of guilt stroke me right in the stomach when she said that but I tried to ignore it while looking at my feed.

"I won't, I promise but I have to go Harry is waiting outside. We're going to get something to eat."

"Thank you, Ellie"

I just smiled and turned around to walk out the door. Fuck this. She is thanking me while I'm just laughing in her face. I opened the front door and saw Harry standing by his car talking to someone I couldn't see. I felt tears in the back off my eye but I couldn't cry. I wouldn't. I'm a big girl. I walked closer towards the car but stopped in my tracks when I saw who was talking to Harry.

Stupid blond guy.

What the hell was he doing here? I turned on my heels and decided to just walk home and eat something there or not eat because I'm not even hungry. Fuck, that is a weird feeling.

"Ellie!! Where are you going? I thought we would go and get something to eat together."

"We would" I yelled without turning around. "But you were talking to the fucking blond guy and I don't like the guy so." I said without softening my voice so he could totally hear me but he didn't say anything.

Harry spun me around and gave me a small smile while mouthing "Me neither"

"He just came to apologize" he said out loud now"But I told him that she doesn't know what happened."

I looked in Harry his green eyes, not really thinking about what he said. What did he say? The blond guy came to apologize, that means he knew. He FUCKING knew and didn't stop them. I tore my eyes from Harry's and looked at Niall who was standing against Harry's car.

"YOU KNEW" I yelled while walking past Harry towards him. "AND YOU DIDN'T STOP THEM? YOU ASSHOLE!" I pushed him against his chest but he didn't bunch because he was standing. He pushed himself of the car and cupped my already wet cheeks. I should really stop crying, it makes me look like a pussy.

"Look, I didn't know she was still a virgin," he said so soft and calm while looking in my eyes. "She said she wanted and she didn't try to stop Zayn."

"YEAH BECAUSE SHE WAS DRUNK" I said while slapping his hands away and walking to Harry again, who was standing right behind me, but Niall was quick to grab my wrist and spin me around.

"I know that now and I'm sorry. As soon as I knew all of this I came to say sorry to Aubrey, but I won't do that if you don't want me to." I looked back in his eyes and it really looked like he meant what he said. For the first time in a long time I started to feel guilty for what I said.

"I'm sorry." I whispered to him and he grabbed me closer to his chest and gave me hug.

"You have nothing to apologize for, it's not your fault" he hugged me tighter. "Always remember that all this is none of your fault."

"I could have stayed." I sobbed in his shirt and as soon as I felt his hand going through my hair I pulled back and looked at my feet. What am I doing? I am in the arms of a guy I don't like and the guy I do like is standing behind me looking how I am in Niall's arms. I pushed Niall away and turned around to look at Harry.

"Let's go and get something to eat." He whispered barely audible and he took my hand and leaded me towards the car. I followed without looking back to the blond one.

The ride to the restaurant it was very silent in the car and that gave me the time to think about all the things that happened. The fact that Aubrey was raped by Zayn, me lying to Aubrey and cuddling Niall in front of Harry. It was all getting to much for me. I felt that my eyes where starting to fill with tears when I suddenly felt Harry's hand on my thigh.

"Please, don't cry, I can't stand that. It's going to get better."

I just stared at him for a moment and I felt a tear rolling over my cheek when we pulled in front of the restaurant. Harry shifted in his seat so that he was look towards me and cupped my cheek while wiping the tear away.

"I'm sorry" I suddenly said.

"Because?" He asked puzzled.

"Because I was crying in Niall's arms, I rally don't like the guy but he pulled me in."

"Is that what you're thinking about?" He shifted again so he was looking towards the restaurant again. He slapped his thigh, signing to me to sit on his lap and I gladly obeyed. "I thought you were thinking about Aubrey." He continued when I sat on his lap.

"I was but that doesn't mean I'm not sorry."

He didn't answer that, the only thing he did was cupping my cheeks and looking in my blue eyes for what felt like ten minutes. I could melt by only looking into his eyes. He came closer to my lips and before he gently kissed my lower lip he whispered.

"Just stay away from him,love, I don't trust him."