My crazy lunatic savior( dean Ambrose love story)

Gonna be ok

Dean's pov

Sweat beat down my forehead as I lifted the weights above myself. Roman was spotting me. Ever since Cecily's little outburst 2 days ago she has been staying back in the hotel room while me and Roman go to the gym. With Mania being this weekend, it worried me she wasn't doing anything. This was an extremely important and dangerous match. I'm worried that Seth finally got into her head. Finally broke her. So I was preparing myself to fight for the both of us. I was lifting more than I've ever lifted before without straining myself.

"How's Cec been doin?" He asked as I lifted the bar.

I was struggling and he helped me set the bar back as I sat up. He handed me a wet rag and I wiped my face,

"don't know, she's kinda just been quiet"

"she has every reason to be, Seth got in her head along with the Wyatt's. That's a nasty combination." he sighed.

I shook my head, "yea and we wouldn't even have to be worryin about this shit if it weren't for the damn authority"

"I understand that brother" he said.

"only care what's best for business, not about the actual person's safety" I growled.

"I know man, but think about it without this you would've never met Cecily." he smiled.

I looked up at him from the bench. My stomach dropped when he said that. Honestly I didn't want to think about that, but maybe if it wouldn't have happened, it would've been better for her.

"maybe it shouldn't have. if it didn't she wouldn't have to go through all this and she'd still have Mariah by her side." I said running a hand though my hair.

"Don't start that again, if it wouldn't have happened I guarantee I'd never see you like you are now. The whole Mariah thing would've went down with or without this." he said.

I said nothing and took a drink from my water bottle.

"she's changed you." he said causing my head to snap back towards him. He smiled and continued, "you finally understand what it's like to care for someone more than life itself and have someone feel the same back."

"Cecily's strong, she'll get out of this funk and be fine before mania. you two will go and beat seth's ass and then this whole feud will be over and things can go back to normal" he said resting a hand on my shoulder.

I chuckled and stood up, "Let's face it Rome, our lives from here on out will never be normal"

He smirked and we fist bumped before I made my way back to the hotel. Tomorrow we get on the flight to Austin, Texas for Mania. Opening the door, I turned on the light and noticed the living room area was empty. I set my keys down on the table and looked around. It was extremely quiet,

"Cec? you here?"

my heart began pounding when I didn't hear a reply. Taking my jacket off, I slowly made my way down the hallway listening for anything out of the ordinary. Noticing the door to the bedroom closed, I inched towards it and called out,

"cec?"

Still nothing. Pushing the door open quietly, my heartbeat calmed when I saw Cecily asleep faced away from me. I sighed and smiled as I took off my shoes and lay in the bed next to her. Wrapping my arm around her, I pulled her close to my body just needing some form of interaction with her. I needed to feel something. I closed my eyes ready to rest my head in the crook of her neck and took in the strawberry smell of her hair. Having her in my arms and this close made things seem to be alright again.

"Dean?" I heard her whisper.

my eyes snapped open and I watched as she turned around and looked at me with her bright blue eyes. I gave her a small smile as she whispered,

"I'm sorry"

resting a hand on her cheek, i said, "you have nothing to be sorry for"

"I do. I ignored you when you tried to help me and I'm sorry for that" she whispered.

I kissed her forehead, "its ok"

"it's just with everything that has happened, I snapped. I nearly killed my best friend and the scary part is, If you wouldn't have come I don't think I would've stopped" she whispered sadly adverting her eyes from me.

I lifted her chin softly making her look at me, "you would've. She got what she deserved Cec."

"what if she was right. what if I am becoming a monster?" she asked with her voice cracking.

"You're not, you're doing what you have to do to protect yourself. The only monsters here are that psychotic family, the dumb ass bosses and the two toned scum bag." I whispered causing her to chuckle at my nicknames for them.

"you sure? You don't think I'm crazy" she asked.

"hey now when you get a nickname like the lunatic fringe, then we will discuss that, but until then I am the crazy one in this relationship" I stated causing her to smile.

she leaned in and placed her soft lips on mine sending a fire throughout my body. It wasn't a rough or passionate kiss, it was a quick and soft, but very much needed kiss. Resting her forehead against mine, I smiled when she whispered,

"I'm gonna be ok."