Nates pov
"Nate I have to tell you something.." He says.
I look up from the floor and say "what?"
He looks at me and says "Nate.. I love you?" He says and it comes out more as a question.
"Why does it sound like a question?" I say.
"Because what if you don't want me to love you" he says.
"Well Cameron.. I don't have control over if you do.. But why?" I say.
"Because. I don't know why.. I just. It just. I realized Nate.. When Jack beat the shit out of me.. I realized Nate." He says.
I sit down and say "yeah okay Cameron. You can't.. Someone like Me? Cameron I won't let you.. "
"But Nate! Come on. Please.. Jack made me see somehow. All those close to my brain and that lamp to my head.. Jesus.. Made me think I love you, a weird messed up fuck." He says. And then smirks.
"Wow Cameron." I say and laugh.
"Come on Nate. There's no way you can't say that you don't.." He says.
I sigh and look at Cameron. "Cameron, I-" before I finish my sentence he smashes his lips.
"Jesus Nate. Gorgeous." He says.
I stand up and say "okay stop!"
He looks at me and says. "What? What's wrong nate?"
I start to get mad. "Because Cameron. You don't.. You think.. But you don't! Don't you get that Cameron" i say.
"Nate, stop saying that. You want to make yourself think I don't! But I do Nate.." He says.
"Jesus Christ Cameron!" I yell.
I look at myself in the mirror and my face is all red with tears cause I'm so fucking mad. "Cameron, you can't. I'm a whore! Piece of shit! Cheater!"
He runs up to me and says "don't you dare Nate." He says.
He grabs me. "Don't you ever dare say any of that Nate"
"Now tell me something Nate?" He says.
" what? Cameron?" I say.
"Leave with me baby" he says"
"Why are you calling me baby Cameron... And what do you mean leave?" I say.
" be with me Nate. And we can leave right now? Please?"
But what they didn't know that if they leave.. It'll open up whole new problems. 👇🏼
Whatcha think?
Whatcha think Nates gonna say?
Also posting a new cash story soon! Called "found" please read when I do :) cause it gives me motivation :)
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FanfictionNate maloley is a porn star who strives to keep up with life, he's new in the industry and he's trying to make money to bail his boyfriend Jack Gilinsky out of jail.
