So hey guys.... im sorry for the delay.... hehehe... i know your angry so.... here it is.... enjoy.!!!
CASS'S POV
3 weeks after the funeral... i was horrible... i cried my heart through the whole funeral ceremony...... the second week was spent in my room locked in w/o eating..
I didn't care about anyone anymore....
My brother visits me to check and bring food for me.... but everytime he enters & knock on my door, i would just close my eyes and pretend i am asleep.
I know that he knows im not asleep, but he understand my reason and just kiss my forehead and say " everything's gonna be okay." Then leaves after that.
I became a little distant with jase too .... but he also visits me once a day or twice but as usual i just ignore him. I know im being rude but he understands.
Today is monday... im a little, just a little, okay..
I woke up 10 in the morning . Prepared my self for my first day out of my room...
I change into a black tank top and black combat short-shorts . I paired my tank top with a leather jacket.
I went out of my room looking ready to kill somebody... because i was wearing creepy colors....
"Woahh..!!!" I looked around and saw my brother.
"What happened to you?" He seemed shocked by my transformation.
"What about it??" I said looking down at my outfit.
"You look ......" he paused for a moment & looked down then up.
"What??!"
"Different." He finished.
"Look different?? I feel different." I told him. "Is different okay??"
"Ofcourse its okay....as long as your okay with it" he smiled.
I ran to him and hugged him.....
"I missed you..." he said kissing my forehead.
"I missed you too.... im sorry for ignoring you... its just......" he cut me off..
"Shhhhh..... i know...."
"Thank you..."
"I love you sis.... i hope you won't go back to that creepy room of yours..." he said... i know he was joking but i just go with the flow..
"Creepy?? My room is creepy??!!! " i exclaimed dramatically
"My room is no where near 'creepy' " i continued.
"Not creepy?? Really??" He retorted.
"What makes you think its creepy??." I questioned.
"Well for one..." he stopped and then made a face that means -i am thinking for a good reason- hahaha you should see his face... its epic...
"You sleep in it." He said ... and my face drops... how could he??.
"A**hole" my poor comeback. But i slapped his shoulder...
"Oww... you hit like a man!!!" He fakes hurt.
"I've been told.... " i said it with high heads...
His face turned from joking to serious...
"What??!" I asked...
"Your classes will start on monday next week..." he said...
Oh right.... classes... i thought about it too.... 6 days more and ill be attending my senior year... i am having second thoughts about it.
"Yeah... i guess so...?" I answered unsurely...
"Cass... you know its alright if you don't wa...." i cut him off.
"No.... its okay.....im okay..! " i smiled and i know he knows that i was forcing it but he didnt say anything about it...
"So you hungry??!!!" He asked clearly changing the subject... and im thankful for it...
"Im starving...."
"Who wouldn't... if you keep on torturing yourself in that creepy room ..."
"My room is nowhere near creepy dude!!!!" I shouted at him....
He just laughed and i joined him....
We were laughing our heads off ... when we reached the kitchen door....
When i opened the door i could see my aunt in the counter cooking breakfast.... and jase at the table reading what seems to be a magazine...
When we entered the room my aunt looked up and on her face plastered is a face of shock...
"CASSANDRA!!!!" She shouted the ran into me i mean literally she ran into me....
I was pushed back but i managed....
"I missed you so much young woman...." she exclaimed...
"Mom.... your gonna cut off her air circulation..." jase stood up and came to us....
"Can i have a hug like that too??" Jase asked like a little child .. haha
" really dude??!!" I raised my brows at him.
"Ohh... come here little sissy" he hugged me ... very very tight.
"I thoufth yoush shaid yoush werentsh gonnash killsh mesh??" My words were muffled by his shirt...
"Sorry cass.... i just miss you so much..." he said. Aweeee... he cares..
"Especially your ugly face.." he joked.
Just when i was about to punch him aunt rose butted in...
"Honey your sooo..... " she looked at me from the bottom to the top...
"Thin... and dorky..." i cant believe my aunt knows those kinds of words..
"Yeah and your so gothy... kinda... i dont like your outfit... not one bit.!!" Jase butted in...
"Yeah... im still having swings on my moods so ..... dont judge me ..." i whispered to him...
"And dont think i forgot what you did with my things when i was in my room..." i tried to say it in a very scary voice ... and it worked out...
Jase's face was not drawable. If there is even a word like that.
"What did i do??" He tried to lie.
"Oh so you think you could lie??" I said.
"you guys.... stop whispering to each other and come and join us for breakfast... the foods getting colder... and i dont like cold foods." My br0ther called over.
"Coming." I shouted .
"Talk. Later. My room. Dont be late . If your late for just one minute . Ill ...... ill ..... uhhhmm.... just be there on time." I know genius right.
"Ok fine. But please dont kill." He said... i just laughed....
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Hey guyssss.... short chapie....
Still having difficulties in school but i am coping up.
SOrry for another junk chapter... i understand if you hate me sso much.
I dont know if ill be able to update. But im trying my best.
So thank you for reading ...
-Feith_fholly:)
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