Hey guys this is just a filter chapter but this is i think all about cass's parents funeral but.... again some twist is gonna happen.
CASS'S POV
When i woke up the next morning.... i was having second thoughts....
What if i couldn't take it...
What if im not ready....
What if ....
There are so many what if's in my mind that i couldn't answer myself...
Im scared that if i go down right now.... i would just break down again...
Im scared that if i see the faces and bodies of my parents i would feel numb....
Theres so many emotions and things running through my heart and my mind....
My thoughts were interrupted by the low knocking on the door....
I stood up from my bed and opened the door.... i hesitated at first but opened it anyways..
I saw my brother and i knew why he's here.
"They're here. The men are arranging the coffins...." he trailed off....
"Look cass..... its ok if your scared.... i my self am scared too you know...."
"But what if....." he cut me off
"No what ifs cass... trust me ... i am here for you.... they're watching us... they love us ... remember that... even though they're gone on the fase of the world ... but still they are here." He pointed to his heart.
A tear fell down my cheeks...
"Now... now... dont cry cass .... i hate it when you cry.... you turn ugly." He joked..
"This no time for your corny jokes." I said to him with a sad smile.
"There it is.... i miss that smile.... now go get ready .... mom and dad wouldn't want to see their daughter looking like an electricuted woman with all the hair standing up.." he smiled... i just shook my head at him.
After that he left and kissed my forehead...
I on the other hand ... am getting ready for the funeral...
I wore an all black attire....
Black shirt , black pants, black shoes......
"Ok im ready" i said to my self in front of the mirror...
I got out of my room .... and slowly very slowly descended the stairs... im scared.... when i got on the last stair candles were lit on the way to the coffins....
I saw my uncle comforting my aunt who is in front of the coffins crying.... im scared... this is not gonna be good....
My brother came up to me....
"Cass your here.... uhmmm... wanna go in front??" He asked... my throat got stuck that i couldn't say any thing...
"Matt....I....i.iii cant....its too hard... i cant....." i have tears in my eyes....
" cass its alright... im here with you.... we can do this together." He said...
I just nodded ... here goes nothing.
We walked up the path where the coffins were located.... i held tight to my brother...
When we reached the front part... where my aunt was currently crying...
She looked back at us... and hugged us...
"Im so so sorry..." my aunt said..
"Aunt rose ... its not your fault." My brother answered... cause my mind was fixated to the front...
I walked up to them.
I saw my mom and dad and i just broke down.... i cried and cried i didnt even notice that my brother and jase were comforting me....
"Mom why did you leave us??..."
"Dad?? " i cried even harder...
"What did they even do?? They were good to us they loved us.... why did you take them?.." i asked the cross that was at the top of the candles...
"Your so selfish.... just when we were so happy and ok... you just take them away like that?!!!" Now i was shouting...
WHat do i have to do to get them back??!!
I cant lose them .... theyre my life and i know its really impossible to bring the dead back to life... things are so messed up right now.....
If it werent for my selfishness...
"Cass stop it." My brother said.
"Nooooooo..... nooooo.. i wont stop.... this is all because of my stupidness. If it weren't for my....." he cut me off
"This is not your fault ... its nobody's fault... what you did was only ask for ......" he was cutted off when my aunt and i fainted at the same time..
Everything turned blurry
"Cass stay with me.." i hear distant shouting...
Everythings turning black...
Maybe i my self am dying..
Its good to feel that i have a chance to be reunited with my parents.
But theres something holding me... that feeling that this is not my time yet...
"Cass dont you dare leave me.!!"
Someone shouted...
Matt??!!
"Someone call the ambulance!!!??" Matt continued shouting
"Cass dont close your eyes."
"I...ca.a.a.nnn...tt." i couldnt even form a word ....
I closed my eyes.
This was the time where i realized that this is it... my parents were gone... where i could say that all good is now gone... i drifted to my past.... i remembered.... everything.
Where my mom and i used to go to the park to play... where dad would play with me in the rain....
Where my mom comforted me when i broke up with joseph (which is gonna be another chapter... i dont know when but its a part of my story) when mom and dad supported me in my singing contest and lastly when my parents would tell me my bedtime story when i was a child... i missed them .... sooooo much ...
After that... i let my self drift off to sleep... im tired of crying.
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