jaylen prov
when we were packing shari pulled me over to the side
S - jay we heard you and kev
arguing wat happend
J - it was all about my outfit shari bit we did talk it out tho
S - ohk cause i was bout to say he was gonna loose a good girl but lets go.
we went on the bus and I texted my mom and she didn't reply so I left it alone and went on netflix to watch pll and Kevin came over I wasn't trying to hear it it was early and I am still mad at him and we arrived at the arena and they were getting ready and he kept looking at me because I was so distant and than they went on to perform and I watched but I wasn't even in it I was so zoned out and I was just tired so I walked outside and I just broke down and I felt a hand and it was Rebecca my bestie and I hugged her and we started talking
R - Jaylen boo wats wrong
J - I don't know becca I'm just so out of it I don't know I want to talk to my mom but she ain't answer me (starts crying some more )
R - booboo it's ok if u want u can stay with me tomorrow if u want
J - ok I will thanks boo let's go back In there
We walk back In there and they are done so I walk back and I see kevin and I try to avoid him but devin sees me and I look a damn mess and he asked me wats wrong and I told him nun and than he walked off so I ran to the bathroom to fix my makeup and I heard a knock at the door and open it cause I locked it and it was kevin and he said it was time to go to the hotel and we went on the bus and we checked in and I went to mine and Kevin's room and I was still crying and he asked me wats wrong and I told him the same thing I told dev and he left it as that so I put on my pjs and he left the room and I Skype my mom
m - hey baby
J - hey mom I miss you
M - jay y r u crying
J - because me and kevin got in a fight this morning and we talked it out and at his concert I wasn't feeling right so I broke down mom I don't know wat to do should I come home and get it together or not mom I need you
M - u should come home baby if ur not feeling right u can come here for a while
J - ok mom I'm coming home
So I hung up and started packing and kevin walked In and was still packing and I put my stuff by the door and started walking when the boys walked in and kevin was just sitting on the bed with his hands in his head and devin told me to come outside to talk to him so I agreed
D - wats going on with u and him wait we're u about to leave him
J - no I wasn't feeling right here so I was going to my moms and nothing I need to get my head right devin
D - ok u gonna tell him
J- yes I am
So I walked in and devin and Daniel stayed in the room and I sat next to kev and he looked up at me
J - did you think I was gonna leave you
K - yea only because u were packing ur stuff
J - y would I leave u kevin I'm only leaving cause I need to get my head right and I'm not feeling right here kevin I wouldn't leave you I love you
K - I love you to jay ( kisses her and she kisses back ) but promise u will skype me
J - I will Skype u kevin bye becca is on her way to take me home
And after our talk I said bye to everyone and kevin helped me take my stuff down there and I kissed him goodbye and said bye to everyone again and got in the car and becca started driving and I looked out the window and I started crying and i fell asleep on the way there.
