You and I

Chapter 4: Slowly Breaking

I find a hard time to sleep last night for I was recalling what had happened but I got up early. I went to school early without the alarm clock's buzz. I'm just excited to see Blake again. lol
I'm gonna return his shirt of course. The one he lent me yesterday to dry myself off. How manly bh3.
I saw him entering his clasroom as I jogged towards him and yell his name out.

"Blaaaaaaaaaaaaake....", I shouted

His eyes widened and his face turned a bit red as he faced the floor.

"Here", as I hand his PE shirt. "Thank you", I flashed a smile to him.

He didn't utter any word and just nodded. I turned away of him and suddenly felt a light grip around my wrist. I looked around and saw Blake, he was the one holding my wrist.
He loosen his grip and started to talk.

"Um..tomorrow.festival..at the local park.7 pm. mind going?" he said.

I formed a smile at the corners of my lips as I responded.

"Alright?", It didn't sinked in at first but I already figured out. "See you there.. then.", I turned around for the second time and went straight.

He entered his room already as I walked towards our classroom when some random guy blocked my way and asked questions.

"Is Blake and you are dating? You know... It's sort of a big deal for everyone. I just heard rumors but I just want some clarification from you", he said teasingly as my eyes widened.

" No.. no . were just friends ", I trailed

" I'm not gonna tell anyone, just spill it " he replied smirking.

Oh wth I'm really gonna break this guy.

" I said there's nothing " I yelled and that made everyone stare at us. " That's why I so much hate boys! They are real annoying, arrogant, good for nothing and... and .... sht ! In short PAIN! I said wiping my tears. Yeah I was crying because of annoyance.

My eyes widened as Blake was staring at me with a blank expression, bowed his head and walked away.

I froze. I didn't go after him. As of to my thought watching him getting away from my sight totally is killing me slowly.

" He even know he's my exception right? Maybe he just misunderstood everything. I'm going to explain. I know he'll get it. " I mumbled crying.

I ran. I ran randomly where my feet will take me. I cupped my cheeks with my both hands to prevent these tears I was spilling, streaming down my face.

I ran and ran and found myself in an old garden with dying roses and stuffs that seem so old.

There, I sat down the grass embracing my legs. I let out all the unspilled words. I cried.

I was looking up the sky, where the sun's about to set. I drag myself out of the school grounds and went home already.

I was preparing. I wore my pink knee cut dress with a pair of ankle cut boots. I had set my things and slung my bag on my shoulders.

I arrived at the local park around 6:30 pm, I sat at one of the benches and waited for Blake.

It's already 30 minutes passed 7 and Blake's still nowhere to be found.

I just thought maybe he'll arrive late or just forgot about the thing we agreed.

I look around and saw nothing but a bunch of teenagers wobbling and bubbling around.
I still waited for him to come.

I'm here, 2 hours had passed and no signs.

" Maybe he can't make it " I made a sigh and went home.