The problem isn't what.
It's why.
Why don't I feel?
Why can't I smile?
Why aren't I happy?
Just for a while?
Daylight
Paper planes
It makes no different
Whether it shines or rains
Something must be wrong.
Am I going mad?
This darkness I see
Will I always be sad?
I paint a grin
Try it for a day
I get home and wither
Crying without say
Why don't I feel?
I feel nothing at all.
Not happy.
Nor glad.
Bang my head against the wall.
Jokes make no sense.
Bruises don't hurt.
Help me before I scream.
Just bury me in dirt.
Why can't I disappear?
There must be something else out there.
Why can't I wander?
Does anyone care?
What's beyond this life?
Is there something for me?
Can I smile and laugh?
I don't want to wait.
I must see.
