Blade in hand
This isn't what you planned
If only someone had a clue
Of what you're really going through
You're sick of life
So you go for the knife
You begin to put it to an end
You ignore the calls from your friend
She doesn't really care
No one ever did
You're just some waste of space
So here it comes the first cut
Congrats, they won
All the people who put you through shit
They won
And you let them
So you cut some more
Notice no ones pounding on your door
There you go for the bottle of pills
They won
They won
Congrats to you
You gave them their victory
Once the bottle is gone
It starts to dawn on you
What you've really done
Congratulations, they won
And you let them
You know that there will be no more
You realize all the people you're going to miss
That boy you really wanted to kiss
Now there is no hope
How will your family cope?
You begin to cry
You didn't really want to die
You mutter that you're sorry and your eyes start to close
That's how it goes
You're dead
And the world is left to dread
Congrats, they won
They won