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Everywhere is still. Everything is restless.The days are dark when you're not around. I wish that you could just leave me alone. I wish that i could go to sleep. Loving you was suicide at its finest. All i wanted to was be loved. And i thought that was how you felt towards me. But no. Days get darker. Air gets thicker. My breath gets slower. My mind pauses here and there. Somehow you have me believing that it was my fault. Now i live with the knowing that you walk. It gets harder everyday to keep myself alive. No matter how hard i scream at myself to change, i just cant. People say accept yourself for who you are. But you made me this way. You made me live with such hatred towards myself. I look at myself in a mirror and all i see is disgust.

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