A sneek peak at the past

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~Tu ishq hai toh main baahon mein hoon
Baahon mein hoon toh
panaahon mein hu
Kajal hoon toh main, nigahon mein hoon
Tu hai toh main hu~

The next day Shaista took a leave as Uvais kept her awake till early morning not leaving her even for a minute.

Even though whatever he was doing was a sought of punishment but Shaista did realise how much he loved her and was worried for her. She wasn't in love surely but she did not hate him either.

She knew somewhere in the corner of her heart she had soft space for Uvais , a soft of like but not of love . She knew she was going to fall for him anyhow but she was scared of getting attached to anyone . She always harboured a feeling of losing someone close .

After her Father's death only she knew how she was able to survive , cope up with all the inner turmoil, hide her vulnerability in order to look strong for her mother just at the age of 8.

Shaista :

A lone tear escaped my eye thinking about my past . I used to yearn for my father's love . Whenever I used to see other children with their complete family it used to hurt , I used to question God that why he took away someone who was my whole world . I wasn't jealous of those kids , seeing them made me feel incomplete.

I somehow conquered winning against my inner demons which always reminded me of my vulnerability.

But when I got Married with Uvais I felt my world shatter again . I did not like him . I used to hate him for forcing things on me against my will. I used to hate him for blackmailing me emotionally. I thought he was doing everything for my body , for his thirst . I thought he would get bored of me , discard me once he would get what he want .

But Uvais turned out completely opposite to the person I imagined. That night he could have had me forcefully but still did not because he wanted my consent , my heart started melting at that point . But still destiny played it's role and we ended up consummating our marriage.

Whatever he did , made my heart do flips inside , Butterflies and Rabbits in my Stomach started playing with each other.

First time in my life someone's touch apart from my mother's felt good .
I never knew that even I can have lust for someone and that someone being my professor and now my husband.

Husband, my husband, MINE,  Shaista Uvais Khan's husband. Looking at Uvais feels like I'm a gazer looking at a sky full of stars.

But sometimes I hate him when he turns out like a typhoon, all grumpy and angry. I know whatever I did was wrong but I got scared seeing him that angry.

But now that everything is saughted I want to give our relationship a chance . A chance of seeing him as my husband completely and not as a professor in our private life. A chance of seeing him the father of our future Children . A chance of seeing my future with him . A chance of getting old with him.

Just as I was thinking all this, a notification plopped on my phone screen . It was him my Sky full of Stars, The sea water to my dry sand .

' Bacche I made you breakfast and it's on the dining table , heat it in the microwave and eat it , I don't want my wife to get weak , Understood? take care of yourself and I'll send Lunch in the afternoon so you don't have to strain yourself for preparing it '

As I read his message I felt sudden peace inside my heart . This is the type of future partner I always craved . The one who can take care of me like the way I'll take care of him.

Looking at the message for a few more minutes ,  reading the message again and again for the way he addressed me baccha had me blushing. Then I took a bath , got ready , heated the breakfast and then ate it . It was so delicious.

" Maana mere husband khadoos hain but Khana zaroor Accha bana lete hain "

( Though my husband is grumpy but he makes delicious food )

After having breakfast, I studied for 2 hours straight to complete all the backlogs .

At sharp 1 , lunch arrived at home as he had promised.

I completed eating, I thought of taking a nap but it turned out to be a full sleep .

By the time I woke up it was already 7 . I quickly freshened up and prepared dinner . I noticed Uvais likes Shahi Korma a lot . Though he looks all grown up and mature his face reflects his excitement when he sees Shahi Korma .

After preparing dinner I checked the time it was 8 . He'll be back anytime from now . I quickly ran up and changed into a pretty Saree, a red saree in precise , the colour which he likes me to wear a lot

 I quickly ran up and changed into a pretty Saree, a red saree in precise , the colour which he likes me to wear a lot

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I thought of just applying a red lipstick and some mascara. When I was almost ready I heard the door bell ring .

I got down the stairs and opened the door happily. But it wasn't Uvais , it was our watch man .

" Chacha aap is waqt , kya hua " I asked concerned seeing him a bit tensed .

( Uncle you at this time , what happened)

" Beta aapko badi malkin ne bulaya hain, Uvais bete ka accident hogaya hain , aapka phone band hain shaayad , unhone aapko call karne ki bhot koshish ki par.... " I did not wait till he completed talking.

( Child , Your mother in Law called and asked you to come to the main house . Uvais Sir has met with an accident, they tried to call you but maybe your phone was off s.......)

I ran to the car without caring that our house would be left open . I trust our guards they won't let anything happen. I asked the driver to drive to the main house as soon as possible. Even though it was a 5 to 8 minutes distance my mind wasn't working at that moment.

The only thing I did was praying to God for his safety . My hands started shivering. Ya Allah Madad , please my heart can't take it anymore if I lose him .
( Oh Allah help me )

It felt like it took me 300 years to reach the main house . My legs were refusing to move even an inch . My heart feared and it reflected it through my shivering hands and tears which were flowing continuously.

As soon as I opened the door the sight in front of me left me in shock .......
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I know I promised for the update a long back but the situation in my family was dreadful due to the loss of someone who's so close to us .

I won't promise y'all any next because whenever I do I always end delaying the update. That doesn't mean I'll stop updating. I'll do it .

Do let me know how your opinions are on this chapter. Do like and comment.

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~Artemis

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