The Proper Introduction to Payton and Her backstory

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by AshyleeMassacre

by AshyleeMassacre

Hey guys I'm Payton,Payton Ariel Pandora Dawson. I'm 23 and I'm Rian Dawson's younger sister ,I was born on June 18th.The same date as Jack's , Damn is that boy cute.
If you couldn't tell I'm talking about Jack Bassam Barakat , He is just perfect .There's so many things but I'm not gonna list them all but I may throughout this ,The one main thing that caught me the most about him was his beautiful dark brown eyes and his smile that just brightens up my entire day

I have blue and black hair ,big blue eyes and I have a few tattoos and piercings that Rian knows about but our parents won't ..They passed away when I was 16 that was one of the worst thing to happen that day I'll tell the other when the time is right
That's when the car accident claimed their life , the day I found out all of the guys were at our house crying and once I seen the police officers , I shook my head in disbelief and dropped to my knees . That day was the day I started self harming nothing could bring them back ,My boyfriend Jordan was horrible when I started self harming he would beat me up ,slap me and also call me worthless, useless and a waste of his time.
I still have the scars that are littered across my wrists and thighs but the worst ones are littered on my heart .
I never let anyone know that was what was happening he said if I breathe a word it wouldn't be a beat next time he'd make sure I didn't tell anyone I know what would happen it wouldnt be death but it would be much worse then a beating

Its exactly what you think : something that is NOT
Consensual and I will not say it because I have a strong hatred for the word.

But things have changed well they did
Jordan stopped being so abusive for a while until he found Jack sitting on my lap then they got worse

I'll tell you more through my story but please don't think it will end bad it might end good for once
this is me for now and I'll tell you more soon

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sad chapter but I'm quite proud of all of this so far hopefully it actually gets read ,So please ,Favorite and Follow please its gonna be like diary entries sometimes so be prepared

So
Peace, love and Turtles
Ashy