I'm going on tour????

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by AshyleeMassacre

by AshyleeMassacre

-'-'-Payton-'-'-

I slept until about 10 am the next morning , Alex coming in last night was actually a relief .

Jordan was exactly what Rian told me the day they met him they told me straight out

"Jordan is a fuck boi for fuck sake , I'd rather you date Jack " Rian said

Jack looked at him with a huge smile and said "If only "

I giggled and said "I really care about him and I want you all to know he won't hurt me."

Well I though wrong , Didn't I

Damn I was stupid to think he wouldn't hurt me , He has beat me and left horrible scars on my body .

--Now--

It feels like it was about 5 years ago that we started dating its only been four and yet I still haven't left him. I should have before but I haven't got the courage to tell him that its over , He killed my confidence in every way possible .I thought before the beating and everything that he was the sweetest guy ever and wouldn't dare hurt me , guess I was wrong ... really wrong.

He took me out yesterday and was flirting with this girl and boy did it hurt, this girl was tall , blond hair, green eyes and tanned , He got her number and said "Ill call you later gorgeous" the exact line he used on me .

I hate when he does this , he has been doing this for months and it pisses me off so much.

Am I not good enough for him,

Am I not Smart enough

or Beautiful enough for him

That is it .

I cant do this anymore

I have to break up with him

As soon as I can

I try to get up but I look down and see Alex's arm around my waist

I shake him , but he doesn't so I decide to scare him

I yell "Alex did you wear a condom !!!" He lifted his arm and said

" I know we didn't fuck" He smiles and also said " I wouldn't cheat on Calli , I love her too much"

I smiled , Callista is one of my best friends and I love her and Alex knows if he cheats he will get killed by me . Anyway he released his death grip on me and I walked to the bathroom , which happened to right across from the room Jack and Shannon stayed in .
This Day really couldn't get any worse .
I did my business and headed back to my room, I heard
talking from "Jack's room"

I stepped closer trying not to make a single sound , "She just told you her feelings and you tried to kiss her?"
I heard her say
" Shannon , I'm so sorry but if I don't say it now it's gonna kill me , I'm in love with her , I'm in love with Payton."
I covered my mouth and ran down stairs , he is fucking with my emotions so badly.
Rian walks in , "Pay, I have good news for you"
"What is it"
" We're going on tour and you're coming with us"

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Okay sorry if this chapter doesn't make much sense but I did try my best to do it
<3 Peace ,love and Turtles
Ashy :)