So. How's it been? Been a while. Last I looked it said a year, but I know it's been longer than that. Reading through this is funny, cause I see my typos and virgin thinking of what sex was and it sends a little chuckle. Im Sure y'all would like to know where tf I was. Well, I have some newssss.
I was writing a book.
Yes, a book. Like a 48 chapter book with smut, drama, loss, and.. ready for it? Murder. Yesss, Im so excited to tell this, but unfortunately, I can't exactly tell you guys all about it. I released it last week, and I was thinking about sharing it, but im not sure how I feel about my identify being out there, and connected to this book lol. This book, obviously, is a straight smut book. Now, it gave me time to practice on how I wanted to do some stuff, and it gave me the motivation to start that other book that I haven't touched either, lol. But now that im mostly Grown, I wanted something to be publicly tied to my name that was..idk, rather than a slight whisper about my activities on Wattpad.
Now, don't get me wrong, I am not at all ashamed of what I've written. Hell, me and my best friend in middle school used to do this shit lmao. (please don't go looking for that account, I will literally jump off a cliff. Those books were horrendous.) But I want wattpad and my author journey to be separate. Now, if you happen to find the book, I hope you like it. Obviously you won't even know it's me who wrote it, but im sure you'll read some parts a think "hm. this seems familiar."
Im sorry for being away so long, and to tell the truth, I don't know if im going to continue this book. I have some saved in my drafts that I will finish and publish, but I think after that, this book will be done. Plus, I kinda wanna finish my other book on here, because that was fun to write and it (like I said) inspired me to write this actual book.
I saw a request, and that has already been posted. Ik ik it's a year later and they might not even read this book anymore, BUT it's the thought that counts. I honestly hadn't even started it, and I had to look in my notes to see what I wrote down for the story.
Speaking of, Im not sure if these new chapters sound like the old me? I do hope im not getting worse at writing smut lol, couldn't be that hard if im writing from experience, but I do my best. I hope y'all enjoy the new chapter I released/will release. n maybe check out that other book if I ever finish it lol. I have ALOT of notes for that one, so im kinda excited to go through it and bring it to life.
I love you guys, and thank you for giving me the confidence to write my own book. You have no idea the brightness y'all bring to me. Even over the time I was awol, I would always check in and see how yall are liking the book. Your opinion really matters to me, and I wouldn't be anywhere if it wasn't for you guys. I mean.. 70k views?? I never wouldn't thought. I thought 2k was gonna be the most, I mean.. it's a dekubowl. there's thousands out there, and to know mine specifically got the attention of 70k people, makes me feel so so good. I missed you guys tho. Your unhinged comments and the sweet smell of burning souls from yall sinning so much.
Once again, ily. Thank you, thank you, and thank you. I couldn't express it enough. I hope y'all are doing well, and please stay safe out here. Keep your mental health in line.. Talk to someone if needed. Your mental and physical health is more important than anything, remember that.
