Forever Little One [ Book 3, Colby Brock

21. Diaster

21. Disaster

Harley's POV

My eyes lingered on the clothes in the store, going through everything for Foxley. He was getting so big now that buying new clothes was a necessity now, but I couldn't quite believe how big he'd gotten so quickly.

"This will look so good on Foxley" Kat said lifting up a blue body suit that was paired with brown jeans.

"Ooo I like that" I smiled taking it from her hands and putting it in my trolly.

I grabbed a few other bits, mainly shirts but not getting too much. I had already put a load of clothes in storage and some in Foxley's keep sake box. I just didn't want my tiny baby to grow anymore, I wanted him small forever.

Although he was still tiny for his age I just wanted him to stay like that. A baby forever would be nice. At this age he was showing his personality and learning all new things, but I enjoyed the baby cuddles and how dependant he was on me.

I never thought mother hood would make you feel all these types of emotions. I constantly worried that one day I'd wake up and he'd be eighteen years old doing his own thing, I just wasn't prepared for that. Nothing prepares you for the milestones you hit either. The first time he rolled over I bawled my eyes out, he was so smart.

"Shall we grab some lunch?" Kat said once we reached the till and I put everything on there.

"Yeah, what you t-thinking?" I asked looking down at a smiling Fox.

"Chick fil-a sounds like a good shout" she winked at me then looked at Fox sending him a funny face.

Which of course made him burst into fits of giggles and wailed his arms around. I laughed at the two and quickly paid for my stuff, putting it all on the pram before exiting the store.

"Hey Fox, you gunna try some chick fil-a" Kat joked winking at him.

His mouth watered and his eyes widened, tongue going in and out of his mouth. I shook my head with a laugh, "he is way t-to young for that Kat"

"He can at least try the outside of the chicken y'know, get a taste of goodness" she said walking beside me.

"You mean let him l-lick it?" I chuckled again.

"Yeah I think he likes the idea" she said looking down at Foxley who still had dribble coming down his chin.

"He likes any idea t-to do with food"

We headed to a table and I told Kat my order before grabbing my clothe and bring Foxley to my chest. I had forgotten to pack any foods for Foxley this morning so breast milk will have to do.

I know, baby brain.

I got it all the time, it seems worse now than when I actually gave birth. I keep forgetting everything. But the good thing is I'll always have a titty free for him.

Lifting my shirt and covering myself I got Foxley situated against me feeding whilst I sat and waited for Kat. The mall was quiet today, not many people occupied it but I suppose most people would be working. It was Tuesday, Colby was busy shooting a few videos with Sam so I suggested to Kat to take Fox out.

We had already been to the beach, the mall was just a little stop for a few extra clothes I needed. Plus lunch, I needed some time off from cooking all the time.

Although Kat has been great, when Colby was out she'd always come over to play and sit with Foxley, even helped me cook. She was the auntie I always wanted Foxley to have. A little crazy, but perfect in every way. And if she had her way, Foxley would have everything he ever wanted.

I couldn't stop her from buying him things. She'd come home with something new for him everyday, eventually I'd managed to get her to buy things from the thrift store. After washing the toys they'd be good to go, plus Foxley loved whatever was put in front of him, as long as he could chew it of course.

"One cheese burger with lettuce, mayo and ketchup and small fries for the lady" Kat said putting down my food in the worst English accent she's ever done.

"Turning British huh?" I laughed taking out my chips and nibbling on them.

"I thought I'd try out my accent, how's it going?" She said digging into her own food.

"Horribly" I chuckled as she made a fake gasp and put her hand to her heart.

"You've broken my heart, I really thought I was doing well" she said wiping a fake tear.

"You'll g-get there one day" I replied.

We chatted for awhile as we ate, Foxley gurgling the whole time. It was until he pulled off me, making the biggest fart noise and then giggling. I pulled the clothe away after covering myself to see him smirking below me.

"Sounded like an earthquake just happened" Kat laughed looking at Foxley as I sat him up, burping his back.

"Looks like it's a-auntie privileges" I winked at her as she made a horrid face.

"Nuh uh, you birthed him"

"You chose t-to be my best friend"

She huffed, clearing away her food before giving me a side eye. I laughed along with Foxley, "I'm only joking"

"No, it's fine. You haven't finish so I'll go get him cleaned up H" she smiled genuinely as I shook my head.

"Honestly Kat it's f-fine" I chuckled, grabbing my bag.

"Nope, soldiers must do as asked" she said pulling her hand to her head and saluting.

I just laughed at her as she took fox from my hands and the bag, hoisting him on her lap as he giggled at her. She walked away, hearing her muttering to him as I laughed again.

The relationship they had was amazing and I loved it.

"It's a good job I love you" I heard her say before she was out of ear shot making me chuckle.

I sat and ate the rest of my food, clearing it away once I was done and waited for Kat. As I got up to head to the bathroom I felt a hand on my shoulder.

"Sit down"

I knew exactly who it was, Greg. Amy's brother.

I instantly sat, gulping as I searched the food court for Kat. He chuckled at my obedience, walking behind me before sitting in front of me where Kat sat.

"Harley, pleasure to see you again" he smirked, eyes hard and cold.

I didn't say a word, my voice wasn't worth his time.

"Don't ignore me sweetheart" he chuckled when I seethed at him for the nickname.

That was what he called me when Amy kidnapped me, sweetheart. And now I detested it.

"Don't c-call me sweetheart" my voice wasn't worth his time but yet i felt angered.

I wanted him to know I had no means of being kind, even if I looked like a mouse compared to this cat.

"Always have a been a feisty one sweetheart, that's what I always liked about you. Hell, even admired the way you pissed my sister off so much" he chuckled again making me relive every moment I had with Amy.

The mention of her made my head spin, every horrible word or punch, slap, slice of a knife came crashing into my head. My heart pounded at the feelings, anxiety hitting the roof and sadness hitting my depths of despair.

"Shut up" I couldn't listen to any of his words.

He was tormenting me with words instead of actions. He knew my weakest spot, what got to me and he used that as leverage.

"Oh sweetheart, we are just getting started" he smirked.

Someone help me.

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