Street Dancers

Chapter 2-I hate you!

I wiped a tear from my eyes as Monster 1 (My 'Mum') Helped up Monster 2. "Maddison-" Monster 1 went to say. "No! It is Ressie! And don't you strt talking! It is f***ing time for you to friggin listen to me!" I snarled while my eyes pooled up.

They shut their mouths instantly as Masen backed away a few steps cautiously. "You just love to push me to my limits don't you?" I asked Monster 2. He pursed his lips.

"ANSWER ME! I AM NOT TALKING TO A BRICK WALL!" I shrieked making him flinch. "No I don-" He went to say but I cut him off. "Do not f**king lie to me! You just did! See what happened?! Now, I am sick and tired of you friggin comparing my to my brother! I am sorry that I cannot be the most wonderful and perfect child in the whole friggin world! I am sorry that I am not your dream come true! But do you know what? I am a human being! Human Beings make mistakes! They learn from them, or they might not! There is nothing you can do to change that! No matter how many times you compare me to Masen I will not change and be an exact copy of him! Being the way I am is what makes me unique. I don't want to be a goody-two-shoe all the time! As I said, people make mistakes! Nobody is perfect!

It kills me inside to know that I am not any parents perfect child, I have been through that with my real parents! My real parents got rid of me when I was 12! They didn't have the desence to send me away when I was young and when I didn't know what was happening! They sent me away when I knew exactly what was happening and it still haunts me now to know I have let down my real parents, my real mum who gave birth to me! The one who's blood runs through my veins! And now I am disappointing my fake parents and they give me crap about it every single f***ing day of my life!

No matter how many times who compare me to Masen, or show me bording schools you will send me to or how many times you threaten to get rid of me I will never stop being the way I am! The way you are treating me is why I am the person I am! I sat and waited in the stupid friggin orphan place for 2 years waiting to find parents who will try to change me and will love me, but you guys are doig nothing to change me! All you do ids threaten and compare me to others!

If you dislike me so much then send me back to that stupid adoption school! Because I am telling you this, until the day I die I will remember every little thing that has happened in my life. I will remember how nobody tried to change me. I will remember that I was a disappointment to planet earth, because you have done nothing to help me there is basically nothing you can do now! I am stuck likethis! So send me back to the orphanage or send me to a foster home! See if I care!" I finished my little 'Speech' and was crying uncontrolably.

Masen went to comfort me but I pushed his hand away. "No Masen! It is not your job to comfort me! It is the parents job, but I see they are making no move to do anything" I yelled at him. "Choose you decision now, am I leaving or going?" I asked my fake parents.

They swallowed "Pack your bags" They said simply. Masen's face fell and I stopped crying. "Very well then, I hope you chose wisely because I will remember this very moment until the day I die, which will be very soon" I said walking up the stairs.

I am leaving this horrid place. Finally. I messaged Riana and told her I cannot make it and she begged me to come but I declined again. "What has my life become?" I sighed to myself.

I packed all my stuff and suddenly spotted something. A picture of me, my mum and my dad when I was young. Even though they sent me away I still love them! They were my parents for crying out loud!