HER 7 DONGSAENG [BTS ff]

💜Chapter-22💜

Third person's pov:

It was around 3am, jimin, taehyung and jungkook were sleeping, their fever almost gone now thanks to y/n's efforts.. they still ha dthe damp towel on their heads as they slept peacefully after God knows how long. The lack of a female figure in their lives were something no one can fulfill, not their dad or elder brothers or the babysitters or helpers..  Ofcourse they were brats and too manerless, but obviously no one is born that way.. everyone have their own stories for whom they are now. Everyone have their own fair shares of downs and downs to shape this ruthless, merciless, and mannerless mafia makhnss.. The lack of the females in their lives costed them to bottle up their emotions, hide their vulnerable side and put in a face of the mature proud makhnes of the family.

It was around midnight when taehyung stirred awake.. he felt something wet on his forehead, as he touched it it was the damp towel.. he slowly opened his eyes coming back to his senses still sleepy. He sat up and looked around taking in the scene with sleepy lazy eyes, jimin and jk were sleeping beside him with damp towels at their heads too, tahts when he remembered they all had fevers last night.. then his eyes landed on a girl's sleeping form at floor leaned on the bed. It was y/n, she slept by their side on the floor leaning in the bed last night.

Taehyung just stared at her sleeping form blankly.. his eyes had a few different emotions.. emotions that he never ever shows.. emotions that he rarely let himself feel. He stared at her few minutes before he quitely slipped away from bed and tried to open the cupboard where all bed necessities were kept, he pulled out a blanket and covered her sleeping form. He sat down at the floor beside her and leaned his head against the bed looking at her softly. She.. the one he really disrespected, humiliated and what not, is still here.. sleeping by floor while taking care of them, in the process of changing their damp towels so their fevers will quickly go away.. he really felt guilty as he looked at her form.. after everything.. she is still here.. for them.. for their dongsaengs..  the ungrateful dongsaengs who cant even do something as bare minimum as respect her. Yet.. for the firt time he really felt cared off.. ofc their hyungs did it too.. but.. a female.. a nokna doing taht had some different meaning.In the quite night he first time sat by her side looking at her sleeping innocent face with soft eyes.. only if not for his past.. only if not for them.. today he would have also accepted her, as his noona and showed show much respect and love, received so much love and support.. from a female.. from a noona and be pampered.. as he remembered his past tears silently slipped his eyes..one after another and another and kept flowing.. the scars of the nights taht he still carries.. The painful pleadings and beggings that still haunts him in the empty nights like this.. when he needed someone's help so desperately,  when he was merely 13, when no one helped him, heck no one even knew what that poor kid was going through when he needed to protected and cherished.. and now.. now when he had closed off.. after suffering so much.. people blame him for being so rude and mannerless.. the world never cared about his innocence but now.. when he was closed off, and chose to be this brat the same people has the audacity to say things about him..

No matter what he also  knew his behavior towards y/n was soo wrong.. and no matter what his behavior can't be excused.. but he is helpless himself.. fighting his inner battle and demons..

Next morning:

The next morning came sooner than expected,  everyone already got ready and were making their way towards university.. they all were quitely sitting in the limo. When they all finally reached university, y/n usually was walking slowly beside the makhnes. There were a big crowd near the notice board. They all frowned and made their way to see what news got so much notice from the students..