ΩA n o n y m o u sΩ

''Listening, is part of learning''

>> SHADOW <<

I grip the steel bar behind me, as I scan my surroundings with wide horrified eyes. They would never let me go, I just knew they wouldn't! They have no mercy, and death is the only reason for their living.

To kill people, is like oxygen for their poor soul.

I inhale then exhale, as I jog my way through the nearest wall as I slump down. I hug my knee as I sob. I never wanted pain, but it seems like pain is in my blood. And death is the other part of me. All i want is to leave like a normal human being. But no, I am beyond normal, I am not decent, and no shit, I don't even know how to interact.

I AM A TOTAL ASSHOLE.

My cloud of thoughts were interrupt with a loud footsteps, It's them! They would kill me. I gasp quietly as i stare at the huge tunnel infront of me. It's the only choice, and the only place I could hide, because the other tunnel has no way out. 

''Find that prick!'' i heard someone yell, That must be Federick. That old filthy man! 

I knit my eyebrows together as i think of something to do. If I run to the tunnel, They would hear the click of my boots. If I face them and fight them all, Even though I know I could. But no, they will only trigger me to kill, and then kill. That's what they do, to trick me into killing someone. Knowing my ability. It will put a smile on federick's ugly face. And I never want that to happen. He does not deserve to be living. He does not deserve to be breathing the same air. He must be suffocated to death. I hate him, and I would kill him. He deserves death. Not me.

''Boss, we couldn't find that psycho'' i heard Nike said. That bastard, he used to be my best friend. But no, he chose money and, end our friendship. That's why I couldn't trust anyone anymore! Even my own father lied to me, he told me he would always be there, but then he used me. Just like Nike did. All of them deserves pain and never ending river of sorrow. 

I hate my life.

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>> LUNAH <<

'' YOU NEVER LISTEN TO US! YOU ALWAYS CARE ABOUT YOURSELF! '' my father yeld, making all the veins from his neck visible. I cringe. 

'' I always do what's best for you! you know that! '' 

I sigh, since my mother died, he'd been the uptight person ever. I'm 19 and still treats me like a toddler. He can be annoying.

I step forward, ''Dad listen to m----" 

''No! (he interrupts) you should be the one listening! you are not in the right place to talk young lady!'' he booms, he shakes his head as he walks out on me. Like he always do. He never let me talk, Like I can't tell him anything. All I need is to listen and follow him, Like I'm his damn puppet. 

I want to be normal, like them. Like my friends. 

I have everything, but I felt unhappy. Why? 

I shuffle my feet, as i jog all the way upstairs. I need to sleep this off, maybe tomorrow, Is going to be a peaceful day. Even though I knew it would never happen. 

That's my life, Me being useless. And Him being perfectionist.

*TO BE CONTINUED*