5. Increasing nervousness

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Tommy's POV:

I'm waiting for Adam. He's gonna come in half an hour and I'm very nervous! On the way home I bought some condoms and lube, just in case. I walk around in the living room and don't know what to do until Adam comes. I try to eat something, but I can't, I'm far to nervous. I decide to take a shower quickly and brush my teeth once again.

There are only some minutes left... Today will be the night of the nights; it's probably my only chance to make Adam fall in love with me. I dreamed of him for fucking 6 years! But I'm still afraid, because I know he won't feel the same as I will. He thinks I'm dating another guy... maybe I'll tell him the truth sometime.
So many thoughs are spinning around in my head right now. I'm walking circles in my living room; try to calm down by playing the guitar, but everything sounds like shit today.

Suddenly I get interrupted by the doorbell. Now I'm nervous again! What a stupid idea! But I know that I can't call off now! I'm supposed to let Adam in.

I opened the door and welcome Adam by hugging him as I always did. The mood between us is very tense, so I ask him if he'd like something to drink. As he nodded I brought some whiskey. We both sit down on my couch and empty our glasses. Adam says nothing and I wondered if he can't see how nervous and scared I am.

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