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Fresh Out

Tylin's Pov
(Tie - Len)

Every night was the same for me. I was off the clock then to the gas station to grab some materials then back to my mf house. Tonight though felt different.

I just got off and was about to leave when my boss asks me for some help with something that could be tasked to a young ass new hire instead of me. I agree to help though, due to the fact none of them luh dumbasses was around at the moment, plus like i said i wasn't headed anywhere important.

" Tylin i've told you before, you are the best, you are my favorite, I love you. ". My manager was a nice hispanic lady.

" Mrs. Hernandez, i've told you before, i love you, you are the best, plus i haven't seen Chris which means he's late again. " She glances at me with that look.

" Ive told that boy again and again that his time says 5:45pm, why is he insisted on coming at 6?! " Her sweeping caught some speed as she ranted.

" I'm not to sure what will help him but he does pull his weight, maybe he just needs the extra thirty minutes for something. " I chuckle a bit.

" Well whatever it is, he better get it together quickly. " her sweeping settles.

" I'll let him know. i know how stressful they can be. " I smile rolling my eyes.

" Ooouuu so you and Chris, eh eeh". She playfully winks, gesturing her shoulders up.

I begin to laugh, the image was honestly cute.

" Whatever that means Mrs.H, Chris is the bro, He's nice but not my type, we are to much alike. " I do end up denying these accusations she's suggesting.

" Aww I almost forget, you are caught up on that one boy, ahh what is his name, Cor- Cash , ay I can't remember but you know. "

Her smile was warm so i knew she meant no harm by bringing up a sore topic. She doesn't even know there was a issue so i can't be bitter towards her.

" Cassius, ( Kash-us). "

" Yes! oh yes that boy, Ah he is so sweet and so handsome, i think for sure you two will elope. " .

Hearing her say that felt kind of, nice in a way.

Bittersweet for the fact she didn't even know why i couldn't fully celebrate that.

" He uh, actually had to leave for a while. Uhm we haven't really spoken in a year. "

My hands became the most interesting thing to me at the moment. Like they could somehow fuse together to form one big arm i kept trying to weave them closer and tighter while i faught through the sorrow.

" Oh no, my honey, that is terrible. Are you okay? "

Again i felt nothing but warm when she consoles me.

" I've been better but it's ok. "

It was not ok.

He was the love of my life. I mean that's what it felt like.

Cassius was raised on nothing but violence, drugs, death, and the streets. To them he was Carve, the ruthless nigga who will run through anything to get to where he need to be.

Whenever he was with me though he let none of that shit affect him or how he felt about me.

I knew it could never be us against the world for real, but damn did it feel like it when we were seventeen and i was putting hand warmers in his coat pockets so he could trap in the dead of winter at the asscrack of night.