solar x ruin ( original )

part 23: Really!?

( this part will go to sun then ruin and solar )

Warning: self doubt moaning.. smut

Sun pov

I was making so food for Saturn.. it's been a few weeks since I found him and fixed his up a little.. he's... Nice to talk to... Easy to talk to..

I was making his favorite food today which was spaghetti! He loves my spaghetti!..

I finished the food and grabbed a plate and put some spaghetti on it..

I called him over and he came running in.. I giggled and he sat down at the table.. I walked over and put the plate down..

He thanks me and started to eat.. I smiled and sat down as well..

He looked up at me..

" Are you not going to eat anything?.." 

I looked down.. I haven't really been eating.. not much anyways.. then looked up again and smiled

" No.. I'm not hungry.. do you like the food?.."  he nodded and kept eating..

He is so cute.. I looked down again..

Yes it's crazy to say but... I think I like him... Like more than a friend..

But.. I don't think he will never like me back.. why would he..

I mean look at me!.. who would ever love something like me..

" Oh my goodness! Are you ok sun?!"

I looked up at Saturn confused..

" Y-yeah I'm fine..why?.." 

" Cuz your crying!! What happened! Did someone say! If someone said something to you I swear." 

I put my hand on my cheek and pull it away..I was crying..

I wipe the tears away and looked back at Saturn.. he looked really worried..

" No.. it's ok.. no one said anything to me.. I was thinking that's all ..." 

I looked down again.. I heard him get up and.. he knees down next to me.. and held my face with his hands..

" Sun look. If anyone does any to you tell me and I will fucking kill them. You did nothing but be nice and kind to me and others.. you don't deserve to be made fun of or yelled at. So many people love and care about you. I care about you.. you saved me.. and I'm glad you did.. I would've met someone as great as you sun.. thank you.." 

I blushed.. he cares about me?.. he smiled softly at me..

He got up and kissed my forehead.. and slowly put his plate away..

" I'm going to watch some TV join me when you want ok!."  He walked to the living room and sat down to watch some TV..

He.. he kissed my forehead.. he kissed me!.. does that mean.. he likes me?..

I'm so happy! I mite have a chance with him!

I hope so..

I got up and walked over to the living room and sat down on the couch.. he grabbed a blanket.. and put it over us..

He softly pulled me in and hugged My side.. having his arm around my shoulder and.. I cuddled close to his arm..

He put something on and we watched TV for the rest of the day..