Hey there sweeties!
Jinks is back!
So I've decided to dedicate this chappie to my dear TyTy.
Like you read in the last chapter, I denied my feelings for Ty for the longest time. Mostly because of Jay I guess if I'm being honest. A part of me was still holding out for him, but I kinda was like "Look you ugly little tumor" , as that was what I called it at the time, " Ty has just ended this long unhealthy relationship with Savannah, and he needs a friend. Get out the way so I can volunteer!"
So I just started focusing on Ty and shoving the little longing for Jay away in the back of my mind. You know the part nobody ever really pays attention to so they shove all the unwanted disgusting things there. Yeah, that's where I classified Jay.
So my plan was going well for awhile. Push away the idoit, pull towards the smart one.
But I ran into a problem. Her name is Angel. Pretty girl, dark blondish brown hair. Pretty eyes, nice figure. You know those girls that are pretty but its like natural? Yeah that's her, and even worse she was a good person. Well I don't guess that's bad, but the stupid chick was stealing my chance! I would almost prefer the angel that turns to stone when someone looks at them, and kills people by sending them back in time. Almost. They still freak me out. Statues are not one of my favorite things...Anyways..
Me and Ty had PE the same hour, just different classes. Well Angel had the same class as him. They hung out a lot seeing as his class did absolutely nothing at all. Ever. And I was constantly working by butt off. Even if we were in the same gym or both classes were on the field. Sometimes Ty would work out with me, more than a little but less than a lot. Understand? So yeah even though he spent a lot of time with me, he spent a lot with her too.
Side note: If you get the feels that I don't like Angel all that much, I don't. You'll see why, if you don't already..
Soon enough Ty took time to walk her to classes and hang out with her in the hallways. I felt kinda betrayed. Like I was finally getting over that stupid prick Jay and it was all because I was falling for Ty. Even if I wouldn't admit it just then.
In PE they would "hold fingers". So me and Brianna would " hold fingers" too and flaunt around past them laughing. It made me feel bad sometimes for making fun...but it also made me feel better about not getting Ty.
If you had seen them all that time, you would think they were together. Everybody did. But they refused it. Everything changed when Ty went to her house.
Don't get me wrong I'm not saying she's a disgusting filty human being. What happened was Angels mom asked Ty if he would keep their friendship just that. A friendship. Because Ty is 18 and a senior, while Angel is 15 and a freshman.
So Ty being the kind of person he is, dropped the aspect of them having a relationship. Slowly he stopped all the little things that made them look like a couple.
First it was the hand holding.
Then he stayed less with her in the hallway, eventually stopping all together.
Then he started walking me to my classes again.
Everything went back to normal. Well for me anyways. I had gotten used to him walking with me. Even if it was in complete silence. I got used to him just being there. And I hated it when he stopped walikng with me. It sucked. Because almost my entire school year I had someone to walk me to at least the majority of my classes. And you know when I realized that I was walking to my classes alone it was just..different.
By this time, school was almost over. In the last month till summer break. I had started slipping days to hang out with Ty.
I would literally sake up get dressed for school, get my siblings dressed. Wait outside for the bus to come to put them on and walk back to the house.
Then I laid on the front porch or the couch until Ty got to my house.
I know I know. Some of you are probably thinking either "where were your parents?" While some of you might think "Lucky both your parents work." Well, not exactly either it accurate. My dad had work but my mom didn't. She stays home.
She would let me stay home any day I wanted to. So I took advantage of that and decided to hang out with Ty at my house.
I have two siblings that aren't in school yet so we watched them outside for the majority of the day. My little sister Courtney would take a nap, so Ty, me, and my brother Waylon would take a walk.
It was quite sweet. It was like we were a little family lol. But again I'm getting ahead of myself.
On May 11, later at night I was texting Ty. And we had this thing. You know everyone has their things. Well mine and Tys was that we would argue over who loved who more. Our conversations often ended like this.
"I love you."
"I love you more."
"No. I do."
"Prove it."
So that night he told me that in the morning he would. That he would prove it finally. I had already "proven" my love for him. I bought him a rose lol and gave it to him right in front of his current girlfriend at that time. (This should give you some sense of how long we've A.known each other and B.liked each other)
So we were talking about him proving himself and then just asked me out. I said yes. Like I had told him I would a million times before. But the I had to double check, because we've done the whole "marry me" bit like I'm sure y'all have. And he was serious.
Not gonna lie, I probably looked like I was fangirling. I sqealed into my pillow and did the whole happy-dance-in-bed-version.
I was so happy. We were finally together.
The next morning at school, we did what we would normally do. Hugged and talked for a moment. But when he started to walk down the hall he looked back at me with that look. Tell me if you're a girl and you're reading this, you know that look.
We had decided not to tell anyone, except one person each. So Ty told Rissa, and I told Mykah.
Rissa was happy we were finally together after the constant flirting and everything.
Mykah like did the "o" thing with her mouth and then hugged me like never before and squealed too.
He's in boot camp for the Marines right now. It sucks but he'll be back in September.
He stays at home for ten days plus a travel day. Then he gets shipped to Africa for nine months.
On the bright side, Ty will be home on our four month anniversary! Since we don't get to spend our second or third together, it'll be fun.
Anyways, I'll put more in about Ty all the time. Literally all the time.
Cuz I just love him. Like crazy.
Love you all!
Jinks<3
