Hey guys,
So i dont know what it is about today, but i just want this day to be over with.
Usually this would be a normal day for me, watching kids most of the day and cleaning.
But like i just feel ao down. So ready to just give up.
For the past five days, ive been looking for my necklace that Ty got me and Ty's golden cross necklace. Mine is about 70ish dollars, maybe a little more. His is 14 karrot gold.
My older sister Nichole let them get in my jewelry box while i was at school, and they lost them. So since then ive been in a constant state of annoyance, anger, and depression.
Plus, last night we went to the first football game of the season. Im in the band, so i had to go. But after it was the dirst dance and i didnt have to go to that. But i did cuz i was going to my friend Marissas house.
Well at the dance, these two girls came up to me and Elizabeth and asked something. I dont even know what, but it was about the fat one having a fiance in prison. Well, the wanted to fight *enter name* so since that was me, Elizabeth said that my name was Maranda.
Well, these girls asked these people what my name was, and of course the idiots told them. So they came looking for me again to fight. But i cant get oss, so i just walked off.
Well, about five or so minutes later they came to me again. They apologized and said that it was actually Elizabeth making up all the rimores about the fat girl.
So Elizabeth, a person i trusted, had been dragging my name through the mud.
Lets add that all up.
Missing important necklaces
+
Distrustful Bitch
=
Suppressed Depressive Me
But the night got better thankfully.
We ditched the stupid dance after that and went cruising.
It was Crocker, Marissa, Rachel, and me. We just went cruising through town.
We stopped and got candy and a monster, then went to Walmart.
Were probably lucky we werent kicked out of there.
Okay so i had drank an entire monster. It was like 10:15-10:30ish. So were in Walmart, and were putting bras on Crocker and giving him matching scarfs.
And then we get a pregnancy test for Marissa and some more candy before we check out and leave. By now its probably close to 11.
We check out and were leaving the store when i decide that im going to steat Crockers candy.
Well ive been hyper this entire time.
So were leaving, and im running from Crocker with his candy and i get through the first set of automatic doors. But the next set wont fucking open.
So i try to stop before i hit them and i hit the door.
Weeeeelll.....
The door caved in.
Like the glass didnt break or anything. But the door opened like a normal door.
We freaked out.
It was great.
Marissa was like, "*****! You broke the Walmart door!"
So we ran to Crockers car and drove off.
Busting up laughing.
We went to Marissas and her mom was leaving.
So we just hung out.
I kept trying to steal Crockers smokie thingie, but he wouldnt let me have it.
Eventually he gave it to me and we kept passing it back and forth hitting it.
So that probably sounds like we were smoking pot, but i promise we werent. ;)
Honestly though. It was just the vapor thing.
Well, Marissa and Crocker were being moody so Marissa went in the garage.
Well Crocker went to go comfort her and then stuck his head out and told us not to come in there.
So while me and Rachel were eating french toast, Marissa and Crocker were fucking in the garage.
When they came out, Marissa sheilded her eyes and was all bashful. It was funny. She even changed.
But then we played video games until Marissa fell asleep and Crocker took her upstairs to her bed.
He laid in bed with her until 3 am. Then he finally left, and me and Rachel passed out after not finding any good food in her kitchen.
So it was a loooong night.
But it was fun.
The best night ive had in forever.
We convonced Crocker that he was a dad, but we told him it was a joke.
And like Crocker is dead set on the fact that im going to have sex with Ty when he gets back from boot camp.
Well if im honest, i want to. But i also dont want to.
If it happens it happens i guess. But im making Croker and Marissa buy me a pregnancy test if it does.
We talked about it lol.
Anyways my night was great.
I loved it.
Love,
Jinks <3
