"The Crew" One-Shots (Discontinued)

Little Do You Know - H20 Delirious

(Y/N) POV:

Delirious is sound asleep next to me, as one of his arms in around my waist. I sigh, as I get out of his grip. Wearing my sweat pants and a t-shirt I walking out of our bedroom quietly. I walked downstairs, and out our front door. I sit down in our driveway, looking up at the beautiful stars. Tears start to come down my face as I remember everything everyone has said to me.

Little do you know,
How I'm breaking while you fall asleep.

Ugly.
Idiot.
Bitch.
Trash.

All the things people have said about me. They replay over and over again in my mind. I pulled my knees to my chest, as I cry to myself. I couldn't let Delirious see me like this. I know it would break his heart.

Little do you know,
I'm still haunted by the memories.

*Flashback*

Delirious is drunk. He's throwing things and I can't stop him. I'm standing in the corner of the living room as tears run down my face. He sees me, as he looks annoyed.

"Go away bitch!" He yells. He threw a lamp at me as it shatters behind me. I run to the bathroom, locking the door behind me. There is glass in my ankle, as I quickly pull it out and wrap bandages around it. I text Evan and Tyler, as they said they were coming.
I sit on the bathroom floor crying to myself.

*End Of Flashback*

I've been trying to block out the memories and hurtful things people have said to me.

Little do you know,
I'm trying to pick myself up piece by piece

It's hasn't been working. I go to a therapist once a week. Delirious doesn't know about it. I don't want him to find out I'm depressed. My therapist keeps telling me to tell Delirious that in depressed. But, I fear telling him that will make him sad because he thinks it's his fault.

Underneath it all in held captive by the hole inside

I keep thinking he's going to leave me also. That's not helping me at all. The thought of it has made my depression worst actually. My therapist asked my why I think that.

Well, I'm not the best looking, I'm not to girly, I don't wear much makeup at all. I don't dress slutty at all, I'm mainly in sweat pants and a t-shirt because it's comfy. Girls 10x prettier than me talk to him all the time. I just turn away and pretend I didn't see them talking. I think he flirts with them when I turn away but I don't know.

I've been holding back for the fear that you might change your mind

I have seen him flirt with other girls before also. It's really annoying but I don't say anything about it. I have caught him 'checking out' other girls body's too. I mean, their basically models. I would be wearing a t-shirt and skinny jeans. Their would be wearing mini shirts with a tight ass tank top.

I'm ready to forgive you but forgetting is a harder fight

Delirious' POV:

I wake up, seeing (Y/N) closing the door behind her. I sigh, she always does this. She thinks I don't know about her depression. I do.

I'll wait, I'll wait,
Love you like you never felt the pain

Her therapist as told me she thinks I'm going to leave her also. I wouldn't. I would ever. I love her. I love her so fvcking much it hurts so badly that I know she's crying right now.

I promise you don't have to be afraid

I lay on my back, staring at the ceiling. My heart hurts so much. I start to tear up, knowing she's crying. I sit up, as I wipe my eyes.

Little do you know,
I know your hurting while I'm sound asleep

I feel really bad a lot too. I do sometimes look at other girls while she is with me. But, I can't help it. I'm a guy, that's what we do. I know she knows it has happened before too. As I look away sometimes I can see the pain in her eyes. That just breaks my heart.

I still remember the time I got drunk. I felt so bad. Evan and Tyler had to tell me what I did. I sobbed my eyes out after I had realized what I had done. I couldn't even believe I had done that. I haven't gotten drunk since then, and won't again.

Little do you know,
All my mistakes are slowly drowning me

Little do you know,
I'm trying to make it better piece by piece

I can't take this. I get out of bed, walking out of the bedroom door. I go downstairs, as I see (Y/N) sitting in the driveway. I hear her sobbing quietly, as they breaks my heart even more.

Little do you know I,
Love you 'till the sun dies

I walked over to her, as I sit beside her. I pull her into my lap. She sobs into my shirt, as I couldn't help but let a few tears fall.

"I'm so fvcking sorry. I never meant to hurt your feelings. I never meant to get drunk and do those things. I never meant to check the other girls out. I'm so sorry. I'm so fvcking sorry for making you cry. It pains me to even see you this way." I said.

"Oh wait, just wait,
I love you 'till the sun dies
I'll love you so you'll never cry
I'll love you like your the only girl I see

I'd love to see you in a beautiful white dress,
Walking down the isle,
It will be beautiful, just like you." I sang to her. We sat there until I knew she stopped crying.

"I'm sorry-" I cut her off by kissing her. As fireworks went threw me, I loved this feeling. "No, I'm sorry I made you feel this way. I shouldn't have-" She kissed me, as fireworks came again. This girl is the best thing that has ever happened to me, I'm not going to lose it. Ever.

(Y/N)'s POV:

We pulled away, as he had his hand on my cheek. He was smiling at me. The smile that I fell in love with, looking at me with the icy blue eyes I fell in love with also.

He stood up, and picked me up bridle style. He carried me back to our bedroom, as be cuddle the rest of the night.