"Man, I can't believe they did it again. I hate my life. Why do people always have to boss me around? I'm my own person!" I said as I approached a wall and punched it a couple of times. I can feel the pain building up in my hands but I chose to ignore it, it's like this is the only way to let out the pain. I hit the wall continously 'till the blood in my hands painted it "I don't need anyone, I especially didn't need them!" I thought to myself. I was about to let out another punch when Mason called me, we have been bestfriends since 1st grade and him out of all the people knew me the best. "Alex stop, you're hurting yorself" he said worriedly "why, would it matter? It's not like anyone else know how I feel, they barely even care!" i said shouting at him... He grabbed my hands and hugged me tightly, this was always his way of calming me down. "What's wrong, what happened this time?" he asked still hugging me "Them. They always have to say how irresponsible and inconsiderate I am, I'm trying my best to be a perfect daughter but sometimes I can't, no one knows how it's like, no one understands me" I said in a cold voice pushing him away. I turned around, relaxed my hand and grabbed a cloth in which I wiped the blood. I looked back at him and smiled, acting as if I didnt do anything and that nothing happened. "But I guess everything's okay right? I got a big house, happy family, a perfect life and I had extra luck to have you as my bestfriend" I said approaching my car "do you want a ride?" I added. "Alex, c'mon stop hiding it, stop hiding how you feel... It's just gonna hurt some more, I'm worried about you" he said staring at me. "I'm really happy" I forced a smile "I was just having a moment there haha" trying to laugh it out but I know I didn't convince him. "Fine, I'll have a ride, I just wanna make sure you aren't gonna have a "momment" again and maybe beat up someone and end up in jail" he said teasing me.
**Well I guess that's chapter one, sorry if it's short... Liam will come up in the next chapter so watch out! :)**
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Addiction. (A Liam Payne Fanfiction)
RomanceAlex Morris always had everything, money, pretty clothes and loving parents. There's only one thing that she's not good at though, interacting with people and making friends. She lives her life denying everyone and pretending she doesn't need anythi...