Our Teen Pregnancy Journey

How it happened

Samantha's entry

Ookaaaaaayy.

Reid and I were invited to a party hosted by one of the seniors at our school. We were sophomores. So of course we went!

The music was really loud, and I felt like the bass was pumping my heart out of my chest. There was beer, but Reid and I both agreed to stay away from that. We really didn't want to get in trouble for underaged drinking, and we still had to drive home.

At one point we were dancing, and I bonked heads with some blond chick from another school. It made me dizzy for a few minutes, and one of the seniors hosting the party showed us a bedroom where I could lie down for a bit.

Reid laid there next to me, holding the ice pack against my head, kissing my cheek every so often. Aaaaaand then we started making out. Like, hard. And it felt so good. We'd never had a make out session like that before.

I remember Reid's hand sneaking up my shirt, and I laughed, but soon enough it was on the floor. He never took my bra off, but he did take my shorts and underwear off. The hickies he gave me on my collarbone are still healing, haha.

I remember Reid taking his shirt off, and I was admiring his basketball muscles. His toned abs. And his lips. Swollen from kissing me.

He's gonna read this entry and laugh at me, lol.

Anyway, so he tugged his jeans down and boxers. Let me tell you something. Neither of us had seen each other naked before. Never. We'd never had sex either. Both virgins.

Those smut stories all make it sound like its so pleasurable when the guy enters them, and very few talk about pain. HOLY FUCK IT HURT! After Reid found a condom in a drawer and pushed into me, I don't even know. Like, I felt like I was ripping apart.

After about 5 PAINFUL minutes, Reid was finally able to actually move in me. And that's when it started to feel really good. It wasn't rough, kinky sex people. It was slow, especially since we were both virgins.

And an orgasm? HOLY CRAP THEY FEEL WEIRD. I hit mine first, and, once again, those smut stories do not do an orgasm justice. I felt like I was gonna pee! I felt paralyzed too. Like I couldn't move. When it finally passed I felt exhausted. But of course that's when Reid got to his orgasm.

I should probably let Reid write about his own orgasm.

Reid's entry

....Samantha you are weird as fuck, lol.

Soooo Samantha reads that smutty stuff or whatever and I don't, so I'm not sure how to really talk about an orgasm.......but I guess I'll give it a shot.

Samantha orgasming was hot. I mean, hot. I love her. Anyway well I felt this weird sensation in my gut, and I didn't know what it was exactly, so I ignored it. And then my dick went like painfully hard and I stopped moving because I was confused. It like, twitched or something. And that's when I "felt it" or whatever.

It was like I pissed in the condom, but it didn't feel like that. I decided to pull out and I took the condom off. That gross white stuff was dripping out the bottom and I freaked out.

We had health class in 7th grade. I knew what happened. So that was really scary.

Samantha's entry

I told him it was probably okay. It was only a small amount, and it only happened once. We agreed that nothing would happen.

Well ya a few weeks passed and I wasn't feeling well. I was throwing up occasionally. My friend went to the drug store and bought me a pregnancy test that has the plus or minus. So I took the test and waited the allotted amount of time before looking, and there was clearly a plus.

My friend got really quiet, and she decided it was best to leave. I cried for like 3 hours waiting for my mom to get home from work.

She cried too when I told her. She was angry. But she promised to be supportive.

Telling Reid was probably the hardest part.

Reid's entry

Samantha texted me and told me to come over right away, so I did. When I walked into her room, she was crying. My first thought was she's pregnant. And then she said it. I almost collapsed, but I just sat on the bed next to her and hugged her, telling her it would be okay.

A few years ago a senior had gotten pregnant, and her boyfriend just ditched her. I didn't want that to happen to Samantha, so I promised to stay with her and be supportive.

When I told my parents, they were furious. My dad screamed at me, and my mom wept because she couldn't believe she'd raised a sex monster. Wtf? I could already tell they weren't going to be supportive. At all.

We worked out with Samantha's mom that when the due date was close, I would move in with them to help take care of Samantha and help take care of the baby when it came.

Samantha's entry

So now you basically know what happened and you're pretty much caught up to where we are now. Besides talking to the school counselor and stuff. But yeah......it's a new journey and we're going to learn lots.

We also decided against abortion and against adoption. We would like to keep the baby. It's our decision, please don't try to make us change our minds.