it took me
some time to
realize you never
loved me
you were simply
in love with the
idea of me
in love with
the fact i was
the complete
opposite of you
and all of that
changed after
you called me yours
and i called you mine
all of that changed
after you felt
it wasn't the same
between us anymore
and i thought
it hurt me as much
as it hurt you
but i guess when
emotions have
fucked you up
this badly before
you decide
that maybe
it's best to just
not feel anything
at all
