Living A Nightmare (Kaieun)

Chapter 9

Hi guys! First of all I'm sorry I haven't updated in a while. I think my updates will be slow from now on. I just haven't been in the mood to write. I've also been really busy with other stuff which probably led to me paying less attention to my fanfics.

Second, 'Journey of hearts'.. Gosh haha! I'm sure you guys already know, I'm so lazy with that fanfic including my seyoung fanfic. I'm a little lost with what to write at the moment but I'll figure something out, which I need some time off to. The only story I currently enjoy writing is this one, so I'm sorry for paying more attention to this than the rest. I will update the others, just not anytime soon.

Anywaaaaaay, since I promised a longer chapter, here you go! Enjoy^^

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Naeun's POV

I watched him walk away.. His view becoming less clear from every footstep he took. My tears fell out and I opened my mouth to call his name.. But nothing came out. I had officially lost my voice and I knew right then that I needed to get to him before I lost sight of him. I tried to take a step forward but was suddenly unable to move. I looked down seeing my feet covered in heavy mud up to my ankles.. I looked back up at him and tried moving hoping to get out of this but I couldn't nudge the slightest. His back suddenly turned and I saw him looking at me from far.. I tried smiling and mouthed the words 'Please don't' but he didn't react to it. "I'm tired of worrying about you.. And the more I start hanging around with you, the more I will start to worry.." He said to which I scrunched my eyebrows, hearing those familiar words.. "Jongin.." I tried muttering but no sound left my mouth.. "Let's not see each other anymore.." He said and smirked at me before walking off.. No.. No Jongin please. I noticed I was sinking down the mud and I was unable to do anything.. Omma..

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My eyes shut open and I lifted myself up quickly due to shock of what I had just seen.. "Naeun-ah!" I heard a soothing voice beside me call and I looked to see no other than my mother coming towards me and hugging me tightly. "Thank goodness you're okay" left her mouth. I was still oblivious to what was happening right now. My eyes roomed around the room while I slowly wrapped my arms around her. My breathing became heavier as I started to realise what situation I was in. "Omma.." I muttered and hugged her back tightly. "Omma.. Omma!" I cried while closing my eyes.. "It's alright Naeun-ah omma's here" I heard her gentle voice speak. "Omma.. I didn't mean to.. I wanted to speak but I couldn't!" I cried to which she stroked my head. "Naeun-ah don't worry. Everything's alright" she reassured me before the sound of a pair of feet entered the room. She slowly let go of her grip and cupped my wet cheeks. "Naeun-ah, omma's here so please calm down. You're fine now" she told me and I closed my eyes in slight relief and regret.

"Don't worry. She fainted due to high blood pressure. I believe you're in university?" The male doctor asked to which I nodded after trying to get back to my senses. "As I thought. Mrs. Son, I believe your daughter's incidence is due to high levels of stress.. Preferably due to overload of university work?" I just flickered my eyes at him and nodded slightly. I didn't want to hear anymore.. A doctor couldn't even see through me. He prescribed some medication and told me to rest.

Soon after the doctor left I gazed to my mother who sighed in relief. "Naeun-ah.. Are you stressed?" She asked me worriedly while grabbing my hand. I was sitting against the pillow as I took in her words. I deeply wanted to shout out the words "yes, of course! Why wouldn't I be?.. I am living with a psychopath who beats the living day lights out of you and me ever so often. I go to class with a broken heart making it difficult for me to interact with anyone properly. I try to make friends but I can't, I can't because of this mess. I end up hurting the people closest to me. And you're asking me if I'm stressed?" These words.. I just couldn't say them. Even if I did, what difference would it make? It would only worry her more..