My fake boyfriend (#YourStoryIndia)

Chapter four.

Next morning I woke up with my stupid alarm. Again it was going to be the same day. Getting bullied getting depressed.

I got up from my bed, walked till the bathroom and got a quick shower. I had put on my UCLA hoddie and a simple denim jeans with my hair in a pony. As soon as I opened my bedroom door, I saw Ethan standing out side my room. As if waiting for me to come out.

He stared at me as if he was trying to scan my face. Curious I asked him, "what are you thinking about Ethan?"

"Oh nothing just wanted to check if my baby sister was okay" he said with a wink.
To that I couldn't help but roll my eyes and said, " I'm not your baby sister Eth! We were born on the same day and same time remember? " with my eyebrows wiggling.

He laughed and ruffled my hair as we both went down stairs for breakfast.

We both sat on the table with mum dad greeting us morning. And began to eat our breakfast.
For today's breakfast, we had PANCAKEESS! I don't know about you but I could eat a thousand pancakes in a day !

I just love it soooo muchhhhh .
Today was something different guess why ?
Because first time in like six months, Ethan was having breakfast !

Well that, was not expected at all by any of us.
I was still not over from yesterday's breakdown. In fact I never will be. It's just too hard to get over with. People calling you a slutty nerd or a weird geek and so many other things, almost everyday, since 3 years, is a big deal. Atleast for me.
It's like you can't forget about it in a snap of fingers and nor will the people who tease you.
I always feel that this line is written for people like me :

"I wish that I could wake up with amnesia and forget about the stupid little things...."  From their song amnesia, By 5 seconds of summer.

I was distracted from my thoughts by my brother saying," what's wrong with you Ems?" With suspicious eyes.

"N-nothing.. We should better get going, don't you think?" Argh I hated myself. Whenever I was nervous, I stuttered. And this fact was known by one and only Mr. Ethan Grey. So eventually he came to know that something was definitely wrong with me but he acted like everything was fine coz he knew that if our parents came to know I'm depressed, they'd freak the hell out and send me to a psychiatrist.
Ethan just hummed with narrowed,suspicious eyes.

I didn't want to get out of my house ever.

As soon as we got in the car, Ethan bombarded me again with his questions, "Ems are you alright? Do you need anything? Do you---"
I let out a small sigh of frustration and cut him off, "Ethan I'm fine. Don't worry about me okay. Now can you drive please? We don't want to get late,do we?"
He didn't say a word and started driving. I knew he was upset because I wasn't sharing something's with him, things that would kill me more if I repeated them again and again and also would bother him.
He was a wonderful brother but a tad overprotective and I didn't want him to worry much so I just wanted to cut the topic off.

I wish I could die and just start a new life all over again. I hated my life so much. I didn't have a single friend, nor did I have a boyfriend.

Fortunately, Miles doesn't come with us to school coz he has his football practice a bit earlier than Ethan. But leaves the same time, so Yeah he comes with us from school to home.

Ethan was kind of pissed with me but I did it for his own sake. We were having kind of a Cold War but still caring for each other. So we didn't say a word during the ride to school.