all those little things

chapter 46,47,48

 chapter 46:

liam's pov

I remember the times we spent together on those drives

We had a million questions all about our lives

And when we got to New York, everything felt right

I wish you were here with me tonight

I remember the days we spent together were not enough

And it used to feel like dreamin' except we always woke up

Never thought not having you here now, would hurt so much

Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up

I need your loving hands to come and pick me up

And every night I miss you

I can just look up and know the stars are

Holdin' you, holdin' you, holdin' you tonight

I remember the time you told me about when you were eight

And all those things you said that night that just couldn't wait

I remember the car you were last seen in

And the games we would play

All the times we spilled our coffees and stayed out way too late

I remember the time you sat and told me about your Jesus

And how not to look back even if no one believes us

When it hurt so bad sometimes not having you here

I sing

Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up

I need your loving hands to come and pick me up

And every night I miss you

I can just look up and know the stars are

Holdin' you, holdin' you, holdin' you tonight

I sing, tonight I've fallen and I can't get up

I need your loving hands to come and pick me up

And every night I miss you

I can just look up and know the stars are

Holdin' you, holdin' you, holdin' you tonight

ang gusto ko lang naman maintindihan nya kung bakit ako nagkakaganito,..pano iapamigay ab anman daw ako?...gusto nya magkaroon ako ng mas maraming kaibigan pero sya mismo dumidistansya sakin....ano 'to friends barter.??wag nalang !!di ko kaya yun!!..kahit say lang naman ang nag iisang kaibigan ko sa mundo okay lang..she completes naman eh....hayyy anong aggawin ko?..pati yung di naman dapat na sabihin ko 'bout feelings ko ansabi ko pa...haist!!!..mamaya isipin nya ginamit ko lang friendship namin.....bakit ko ab aksi nasabi yun sa kanya..!!haist!!epic fail!!...

sana di ko analng ginawa yun..sana inisip kjo yung sa positive side kung bakit yun gianagwa ni coleen sakin..sana naging mas open minded ako...ang tanag tanga ko talaga!!..ayan tuloy ngayon malamang mas lalayo na yun sakin dahil alam an nya yung feelings ko about her.....spell tanga..=liam..anong gagawin ko?

kailangan kong makausap ulit si coleen....kailanagn kong mag sorry sa kanya..maliban sa naging rude ako sa pagtulong nya nataasan ko pa sya ng boses...well hindi nga nataasan ng boses kundi nasigawan talaga.....IM THE MOST STUPID GUY IN THE WORLD!!..makapag simba na nga lang muna...milyon milyon na yung kasalanan ko..kaya ayan pinaparusahan ako ng ganito,,,