Becoming His Woman

Chapter 9

I sat on the couch and looked over at the clock on the wall. My right leg was bouncing, as it always did when i was nervous. After our big scene in the kitchen, Andy left to hang out with Jake and Ashley. I hated being home alone for long periods of time. It freaked me out.
I jumped off the couch. I needed a distraction. I ran and got my iPod out of my bedroom and hooked it up to the Bluetooth speaker in the kitchen. I scrolled through my iPod and decided to listen to play Sexy Drug by Falling in Reverse. It had been awhile since I'd done this..but as soon as the song started, my hips began to move to the rhythm.
I turned the music up as loud as it would go. Fuck the neighbors, let them call the cops and complain. I smiled as my head tilted back and my hips moving to the rhythm.
About six songs later, Caraphernelia by pierce the veil started playing. I was singing along at the top of my lungs. Suddenly arms wrapped around my waist and I shivered as Andy screamed, "You can't just throw me away!" I turned around and wrapped my arms around as neck and sang, "What if I can't forget you? I'll burn your name into my throat, I'll be the fire that'll catch you." Andy's voice joined mine as we sang, "And what's so good about picking up the pieces? And what if i don't even want to?" Andy's lips met mine and i smiled into the kiss.
"Welcome home." I mumbled against his lips. He smirked and pulled back. "Its good to be home."
Andy let me go, but i kept my arms wrapped around him. He raised an eyebrow and i leaned up and kissed him. He broke the kiss and looked at me in surprise. "Faye.." "Just shut up and kiss me." I interrupted him. He only hesitated for a second before kissing me again. Andy's hands sliding down to grab my ass, causing me to moan into the kiss. Andy picked me up, his hands on my ass to support me. My legs warped around his waist and my hands were tangled in his hair.
Andy quickly walked us out of the kitchen and into the bedroom. He laid me on the bed and stared at me greedily. He closed his eyes tight and he pulled back. I whimpered and reached for him. "Faye..don't." He said stepping out of my reach. "I wont be able to control myself Faye.." "I don't want you to." I whispered, sitting up on the edge of the bed so i could place my hands on his chest. His eyes snapped open and he looked at me. "Does that mean..." I bit my lip and nodded.
Andy smiled and bent down and kissed me again, his tongue finding its way into my mouth. I moaned into the kiss. Andy broke the kiss so he could pull my shirt off. He kissed down my neck and bit gently on my sweet spot causing me to moan loudly. Andy unclipped my bra and slide it down my arms. Andy slide my mint yoga pants, along with my black lace panties, off in a swift motion.
He quickly undressed himself and he positioned himself at my entrance. "You ready?" He whispered in my ear, before nipping at my earlobe. I nodded slightly and Andy shoved into me. I cried out and dug my nails into his back. His thrust were hard and fast. I bit into his neck hard to keep from screaming in pleasure.
Andy groaned and picked up his pace. I dug my nails deeper into his back when he found my g-spot. He smirked and kissed along my neck, leaving hickeys here in there while he continued to hit my g-spot. I came, screaming Andy's name and dragging my nails down his back. Andy shuddered and came as well.
He grabbed me and pulled me to his chest. He smiled contently and kissed my forhead. "I love you." "I love you too." I replied. Soon Andy had drifted off to sleep. I untangled myself from his arms and grabbed some pj's. I walked down to the guest bathroom. I still haven't used that bathroom since i got back from the hospital.
I started the shower and hopped in. I covered my mouth to help muffle my sobs. I wasn't ready for that. But i wanted to make Andy happy..all i did was make myself miserable.

--one month later--
I clung to the toilet as i emptied the contents of my stomach. Andy was holding my hair back and rubbing my back in circles trying to comfort me. Sobs racked my body. This can NOT be happening again. "Its okay Faye, its all gonna be okay." Andy pulled me tightly against his chest and rocked me.
Please let me just be sick, please let me just be sick. I begged inside my head. I knew it wasn't. I knew what was wrong, but i wanted more than anything to be wrong. Andy picked me up and carried me back into the bed room. He laid me on the bed then went back into the bathroom. He returned a moment later with a damp wash cloth. He placed the cloth over my forehead. He wrapped an arm protectively around my waist while i cried myself to sleep.
When i woke up the next morning, Andy was gone. There was a not on the dresser letting me know that Andy had gone out with the boys. I quickly shot up and ran to the bathroom. Tears were streaming down my face as I threw up. After I'd finished, I got up and stumbled back into the bedroom.
I dieled my best friends number and held my breath. He answered on the third ring. "Hey bitch what up?" A sob escaped my lips.. "shit Faye, whats going on?" Jeffery asked. Panic quickly replacing his teasing tone. "How fast can you get here? And can you stop and get me a pregnacy test?"