The Alpha's Hybrid

Chapter 4

*DISCLAIMER: There's a new, better book out I started writing please check that out it's about the same topic I didn't like where this was going and also how it was written lol thanks*

*Re-Cap of Chaper 3*

~*"You will be coming with me to live in the pack house."

"Um no I'm good here actually."

"You have no choice! You will be coming with me. You are the Luna of this pack and shall treat it with every ounce of respect you have in that tiny body!"

Running to my room angry, I slammed the door.

Why does everything have to be against me? I never have had anything turn out the way I wanted! *~

So currently i'm in the second stage of grief. If you've never heard of this here's how the stage's go:

1 Denial: It's Avoidance, Fear, and Blame. For me it went a little like this.

"Well maybe if i just lock my door and windows and never speak to anyone again until I die, he'll give up and go away. Yea i'll just lock myself in here for the rest of my days. Wait no, i'll starve to death or he'll break down the door or my aunt will find the key for my door. God i'm so stupid now I need a whole new plan and i'm never going to come up with one." "You know what, this is all my fault. If I never would have went to that stupid school or at least skipped that class I would have never met him or anyone. Dammit Madison why do you have to be so stupid all the time. Maybe I should listen to my gut more." *sigh*.

2 Anger: The Frustration, Anxiety, and Irritation stage. Aka the stage i'm currently at.

"Oh look I broke a lamp, hah not like it'll matter cause you know Mr. Stupid Alpha was all like "Oh you have no choice you have to come cause you're a Luna" so now nothing in this house is mine. You know why me? Why did I have to be the Luna? Cause God know damn well that if I could choose I very well wouldn't be one. I mean why isn't that Amanda chick his Luna cause obviously she wants to be, or is pushing new people down on the floor just a welcome in this town?" "Wait, wait, wait if I move that means I have to deal with more of that Amanda chick and people asking me questions. I hate being questioned but of course *shouting* "I'M A LUNA AND I HAVE TO RESPECT THIS PACK." "You know I hate Xavier i'm just going to ignore him and not listen to him. And if it comes down to it where I have to ignore Aunt Mae because she's telling me to go, I gladly will."

3 Bargaining: The "I can fix this" stage. Who knows when I will get to this stage.

4 Depression: The "Life is meaningless" stage. Hopefully I either never get to this stage or it doesn't hit me too hard.

5 Acceptance: The "Whatever" stage. God only knows how long it will be till I get to this stage and if I will get to this stage. If I ever do I know it won't be for an extremely long time.

I walked downstairs to get some water. Who knew so much screaming could make your throat so dry. As I walked past the living room, everyone was staring at me like they had seen a ghost. "Um, do you guys have a problem?"

After seconds of silence, Aunt Mae spoke up. "Well we heard your outrage and we all were concerned, me especially seeing it is as that iv'e never heard so much come out of you're mouth."
"Well since you all heard my screaming you know my decision. I'm staying here no matter what any of you say. I'm not letting him take me somewhere against my will."
"Well honey you-" Aunt Mae got cut of by Xavier. "I don't care how many decisions you decide to make you're my mate and you're in this pack so you will listen to me."

"Ugh just leave me alone Flee Bag. I don't know what you think taking me to your pack house will do. I hate you enough already but you taking me away from the only family I have that doesn't hate me will only make me hate you even more. As a mate you're supposed to make me happy and make sure i'm okay and nothings wrong with me. I mean obviously you don't know that since you're sitting here repeatedly trying to make me move somewhere I don't want to. Get this through your thick skull, I. Am. Not. Going. Anywhere. With. You."