Have you ever known someone so long that one day you realize "hey I love this person?" Well that's pretty much how my love life started. Kyle and I have been best friends since we met in seventh grade and now going into high school I've realized something I love him. You might say how can you love someone you've only known for 3 years? Well that's simple Kyle is incredably funny, kind and is a gamer at heart, plus he is the captain of the Bulldogs hockey team. I mean a how could you not fall for a guy that's always been there for you for 3 years. Sometimes you fall in love with the most unsuspected person at the most unsuspected time. I want to tell him soo badly about how I feel but Im afraid. What if he rejects me? What if we can never be friends again? What will our friends think? I mean most of my friends are his friends. What if we get together then break up, will our friends pick sides? What if I were to lose eveyone who meant something to me, then what do I do? I can't just make new friends appear out of thin air. I... "Mandy? Yo Mandy? Hello earth to Mandy?"
"What?"
"Mandy arnt you coming to the cafiteria or are you gonna write in that thing all day ?"
"Sorry Kyle, ya I'm coming "
Ugh the way he calls my name....I can't even explain the way it makes me feel. My mind always goes to what if he was mine and only mine. How would it be different between us. Why does life always have to be so hard. If only....
"Mandy come on"
"I'm coming I'm coming sheesh"
"Alright! We have to go meet up with the squad. I bet they're already waiting for you. My god you can be so fucking slow. I loves ya, but really hurry up."
( I giggle)"'kay, dad I'm coming"
"Finally let's go" We both laugh and walk to meet the squad. The squad consists of my friends Bre, Chloe and Abby as well. As Kyle's best friends Brandon and Zac. I always wondered why he has only two guy friends instead of three like me. Weird, maybe he is trying to be different or maybe only two guys like him enough to be his friends. That would be kinda sad but hey you can't control peoples opinions.
"Well are you two just gunna stand there or sit the fuck down..." Chole said
"Are you two idots" Bre said finishing her sentence I swear those two could be twins their whole life is completey different but they are so much alike its so fucked up. That's why were all friends.
