Absconded Youth (Boyxboy) ✓

11: FALLING THROUGH

I can't believe how much we've been through together. And here we are, in the building where it basically all began. My biggest fear now is getting caught again.

They were crammed in the library's bathroom stall, their hips jutting out against each other's, and they were fighting to overpower each other, slamming each other back and forth against the stall's walls. Yuu was doing things he'd never done, squeezing Akio's ass and working hastily at his pant's button. Usually Akio felt like he led and Yuu followed his lead, but at this moment the give and take was perfectly equal, everything so perfectly mutual. They were so focused on making each other feel good that it continuously floored them when the other responded by doing the same. Hardly any time had passed but they were already slathered with sweat.

It was getting good, really good, and Akio was thrusting into his boyfriend, these lovingly lewd smirks on their faces, when suddenly the door to the bathroom creaked open.

They froze. Akio uncurled his fingers from the top of the wall and covered Yuu's mouth with them. As they listened to the stranger enter the stall next to them, Akio could feel himself throbbing within Yuu, and despite it all, Yuu was whimpering.

Akio was terrified.

Yuu felt safe with him, and he was glad, but he feared that the boy didn't understand the gravity of the situation, that maybe it was just a hot, risqué scenario to him. All at once he had flashbacks of a similar moment with his ex-boyfriend, and with the awful evening at the park, and it was a mindfuck. Because he realized that it was his responsibility now to be the one to make the boy think differently, to help him understand. He was the older one. And for the first time, he fully embraced it. It all came together.

Being the older one gives me a sense of importance that I never knew I lacked, and my experiences as the younger taught me exactly how to treat Yuu. We wouldn't be "us" if things weren't the way they are. Why have I still been questioning anything or expecting change when love burns so obviously inside me as things are? I said I'd never let anything come between us, and he was right on the spot. I've been the only thing between us all along. It's all so clear now.

"You figure out who you are by making things."

I hate the way it sounds, but does "making" love count?

It's all coming together.

The man washed his hands and left and the two returned, going harder than ever, and Akio mumbled, "Holy shit."

And he smiled inwardly because it was something you might hear in porn, but for the first time he realized where it was coming from, how mental sex could be, and it was all so world-shattering.

Any walls between them were broken, and Akio found himself falling through them, falling hard.

They had their first simultaneous climaxes and by the time they left the library, it was dark outside and the streets had been covered in snow. Their steam evaporated in the cold air and their noses were pink for more reasons than one, and Akio animatedly grabbed onto his boyfriend.

"I'm so in love with you," he exclaimed, not caring how loud and open he was being, and it had so much more impact than a simple "I love you".

"I'm in love with you too, Akio. I want to be with you forever!"

The streets were abandoned because of the weather and Akio picked Yuu up, swinging him in circles.

"We will be! I know we will. I'm so in love with you!"

He repeated the words over and over, louder and louder.

He'd fully come to terms with his age, with his love, with his life.

All along this journey I've just wanted to stop time, but this is only getting better with the passing of it. It's all so perfect.

It feels like the whole world is ours.