My Dying wishes.

Wishes.

"Nothing is impossible
The word itself says " im possible"-Audrey Hepburn.

Angelina's pov

I feel like punching something to try to get this pain away from my aching heart, but the pain that im feeling now will never be gone. It will only subside when i take my last breath and that is when i will finally have my peace. I still can't get over the fact that within a year i will be gone or sooner. As soon as the news registered into my brain I went absolutely berserk thinking of many ways i could not waste my already shortened life. 

One way i figured out i could live out my life was to accomplish everything i wanted to get done before dying by making a bucket list, but i had absolutely no clue to how hard that actually would be. Isabella offered to help me come up with mind-blowing, spontaneous and bizarre ideas for the bucket list so far we've come up with a couple,

1) Dip dye my hair a different colour.

2) Have a romantic dinner in Paris.( obviously with Isabella)

3) Try something crazy.

4) Say yes all day.

5) Do something wild.

6) Be a rebel for a day.

7) Buy something sexy from Victoria's Secret.-- Don't ask,  Isabella's choice.

8) Give a donation to someone in need.

9) Fall in love. (probably not)

10) Ride a horse.

11) Go to a party.

12) Get over my fear and go to a clown circus.

13) Go to a cat cafe.

14)  Dance in the rain.

15) Get someone over their phobia.

16) Overcome my phobia of Birds.

17) Road trip to somewhere spontaneous and stay in tent.

18) Stay up to watch the sunrise.

19) DISNEYLAND.

20) Go to a strip club and sing a karaoke or be a stripper for a day(don't think so)-- Definitely Isabella's choice.

21) Release a paper lantern.

22) Fill a truck bed full of pillows and blankets and drive in the middle of nowhere to go stargazing.

23) Have a paint balloon fight.

24) Carve names in a tree.

25) Body painting!

26) skinny-dipping.

27) Attend a masquerade ball.

28) Throw a dart at a map and go travel to wherever it lands.

29) Finish writing a book and leave for someone to read in years upon years.

30) Get the piercing I've always wanted.

31) Take cute pictures with someone in a photo booth.

32) Have a beach bonfire.

33) Learn how to surf.

34) Make dinner for family and friends.

35) Make my mother a breakfast in bed.

"How about er skydiving?" Isabella suggested, but like is she for real does she want me to die earlier? I give her are a stern look and then smile when i think of another wish. "How about Snorkelling?" i utter and give a questioning smile.

"Yes definitely do that."

36) Snorkelling.

"Train to be a good kisser." Isabella recommends. I give her a questioning look for her absolutely crazy idea. "Er why shall i train to be a good kisser?"

"I don't know so you can give your first kiss to someone and you can be sure to make it a good one." Isabella's rambles on and on and the only way to shut her up was writing that damn wish down.

37)Train to be a good kisser.

After many thoughts i consider to just let out the idea of a wish i kept thinking of.  "Izzy I thought of one but i don't want to say it's kind of dumb, but i also think its important". "Go on Ash" Isabella proceeds "I kind of don't want to say it..."

"Don't worry i wont say anything bad it's your bucket list you get to have whatever the hell you want okay?" yeah that's true.

"Okay i want to say I love you to someone and actually mean it." i mumble out and look away from Isabella's eyes to my phone "Ash, i think thats a great wish to write down its important to say i love you and mean it. I actually get what you mean judging from my past experience i regret saying out my first i love you to a person that don't even cross my mind at all so go ahead and write it down" Isabella says and gives me a wide smile.

38) Say i love you to someone and mean it.

Squeezing my eyes shut i try to think hard about what else i could add and then one pops into my mind and i can't believe i didn't add it sooner. "Oh my gosh Izzy we forgot the main one! We need to have an all day Vampire Diaries marathon!"

"YESSS OH GOD!" Izzy squeals and claps her hands like a retarded seal as you can see were both obsessed with the vampire diaries, Delena all the way.

39) All day Vampire Diaries marathon.

I thought of the last one first, it's something i want to make come true and hopefully it will.

40) Die happy.

Were finally finished the long- ass bucket list filled with awesome wishes we hope to accomplish and tick off. "That was hard work" Isabella exclaims loudly as she falls onto the bed with a loud 'thud' clearly exhausted by  thinking to much.

"Were not done yet" I say with a smile as i gather up a A3 piece of paper and a load of felt tips and crayons.  "Time to start decorating!"  Pulling Isabella into a siting position we start to decorate the piece of A3 paper full of colours and detail. We title it as 'My Bucket List' and write down all of the wishes as fancy and artistic we can do. We add some different range of stickers to make it seem more artistic and then voila were done. I hold it up to the air as me and Isabella stare up in awe filled with pride, we smile.

Isabella engulfs me into a huge hug as she starts to sob into my shoulder I can't help, but think how will everything turn out to be in the end? What will happen to my family and Friends? Will i fulfill all the wishes? shaking my head i tune out all the thoughts and hug back Isabella reassuring her that everything will turn out okay, but know it won't.

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-n_xo21.